Omg totally the same here too, especially after breastfeeding and 3 pregnancies and I've been really big too as I said size 18 and 42h after dd 12 birth then when she was two I went right down to a 6/8 and weighed just 8st 4 at 5ft 7, my waist was 23" and I was a 32c. Those were the days!! So my boobs have been all sizes and they don't look so amazing out if the bra to me but dh loves them so that's all i care about, my nipples still face front, when they face down i'll cry lolxxxx