Its horrible when u have had such a horrible experience b4. Pregnancy is such a anxious and worrying time anyway then u have the added fear of the birth because of what happened b4. I'm so so happy it went so well for you hon and baby is now here. I lost over 2 leters with DD and about 1 leter this time. I only ended up having to have 1 leter blood transfusion after the surgery where as b4 I needed so much more. The surgery bit was quite scary this time tho because they didnt put me to sleep like they did last time. They kept me awake but used a spinal to numb me from the waist down. Felt quite unwell when they was doing the surgery. I cudnt feel anything but I felt really sick and cudnt breath properly and I felt unwell after for a few days but then I was fine. Felt great as soon as I had the transfusion lol. But the whole labour and birth part was just so good and yes painful but we had quite a good laugh with it this time. How are you feeling now?