arghhhh im so buggered off!!!!
im so tired and sick and hot today =[ so i asked adam if he could get up to have taylor so i could go back bed, well i got about 20mins of sleep before he started stressing at me and DD about tidying up. He NEVER does housework, i cook/clean and might as well wipe his arse for him! Then i heard him slam the kitchen door as DD kept going in the kitchen while he washing up. So i dragged myself downstairs sorted DD out, just turned laptop on and he came storming in shouting "instead of sitting on your f***ing arse the washing needs putting on"!. so i go and do it, hes got a proper attitude on him, anyway i say something about him staying on comp last night chatting to someone, he comes storming in slaming the door ending up in braking it and putting ahole through the door!!
So now im up, feeling like rubbish, but made to feel to bloody guilty to do anything. I didnt stop yday, i cooked, painted the WHOLE nursery didnt stop till 12am! =[ im so fed up today cant stop crying, and DP called me a fat ugly usless cow =[