savvysaver
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Oh gosh, Savvy, I'm so sorry you have to deal with that! On top of the emotional roller coaster that you're already on while TTC! How crappy that they've alienated you like that, especially when you were once so close. Does she know that you are trying? Because i have to say, that's the rudest thing to do to a woman who has been TTC for a while, is to show favoritism to the ones with the grandbabies. That only makes things feel worse for you, and you don't need that. I truly am sorry for that.
My MIL and I have never had a real close bond... she and I have nothing in common, and I dont really agree with some of her beliefs and principles. BUT, we are civil to each other, and we get along fine. We just stay away from topics that we don't agree on (which is a lot), and we get along fine and we joke around about things and all that. But regardless of our relationship, she definitely wants a grandbaby. She's super ready. And the fact that I haven't been able to provide one, only makes me feel like I'm putting that much more distance between us. I know she doesn't blame me at all... but those feelings are hard to shake sometimes.
No, they don't know we are TTC - but it still hurts my feelings. We have certain traditions and have done the same thing for holidays for the 13 years I have known my husband...this is the first year we will not see them for the holidays since they will be visiting their only grandbaby. I guess I just feel excluded since we were not even invited. It doesn't bother my husband so I guess I should get over it! Sorry for my whining!!
At least you and your MIL can be civil - I have heard stories from friends and that is why I was also so thankful that my MIL was the best ever...until a few months ago! I am sure your MIL wouldn't want you to feel pressured to have a baby...I don't think you could be a woman if you didn't feel bad hearing when someone is struggling trying to get pregnant. Hopefully when you get your bfp and have your sweet little one it will strengthen your relationship with your MIL since you will have the love for your baby to share.
Hoping everyone here has a great weekend - and lots of fun baby making!