PCOS Buddies (10 BFP)

[GoldenRatio]

oh noo, extra estrogen might be making you bitchy ha! Well at least u know that extra estrogen gonna help u produce healthy eggys.

I cried during BD last night, it was hurting lots but then it hit me how badly i want this baby. DH was uncomfortable because i was in pain but we both refused to stop. I felt so sorry for us. Really not fair the pain that we go thru and sacrifices we do just to have a baby.

When i think about it, nothing came to me on a gold plate. My dad left us when i was 7yrs old, had to grow up and earn everything i wanted. I never had summer holidays like other kids, i went to school and worked nonstop. I had to diet all my life to lose weight, dealing with acne and hair loss until this day. DH and I had long distance relationship so it took us 3 yrs to finally get together. I said thats it, i got my job, husband, house, car and im sure making baby will be bit easier. Nop! everything i gotta work for So hard to hav faith but im trying extra hard to be positive and not let negativity weigh me down.

 

[PrincessTaz]

Goldenratio I'm so sorry to hear you've had such a rough time and then now ttc isn't happening easily either but trust me when it does happen you will appreciate it so much more when it does happen. Me and my oh have also had to battle and fight for everything and especially him with the parents he had but after 5 years we finally got our son and it will happen for you too

I'm sorry bd was do painful, it's been like that for me a few times and I haven't dared tell oh I'm case he wouldn't carry on so just held back tbe tears. It did make me dad because ttc should be a fun and exciting time but when you're going through all this it just seems to take all magic out of it.

 

[GoldenRatio]

Thanks hun, im glad i have u ladies here! Im sure it will all worth it at the end, and it will happen when the time is right. Just feeling down lately, maybe the extra estrogen kicking in and making me emotional and making you bitchy ha!

Btw i see u are from uk but where are originally from? By looking at ur photo, i would guess Latina?

 

[PrincessTaz]

Goldenratio honestly clomid does make you crazy, it really makes me so emotional and irrational. It's the worst side effect for me because I'm awful to be around. My poor oh gets a right bashing!

I'm mixed race white/black Caribbean My dad was born in Jamaica and moved here as a child and my mum is white British. My dad's side does have some Spanish heritage thrown on somewhere though.

Just seen you're from Canada, it's the one place I most want to go. Such a beautiful country x

 

[GoldenRatio]

What a beautiful mix! where is ur DH from?

My kids will be mix too, im full Turkish and my husband is half polish and half arab. We ended up in Canada! Great country, everyone is so chill and polite. No traffic/stress like busy countries.

 

[wouldluvabub]

Goldenratio- I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time. It's really difficult when we want something so badly that we can not control. Remember the power of the mind is so much stronger then we realise. Have faith that this WILL happen for you. Think that beautiful baby into being.

 

[GoldenRatio]

I know how powerful mind can be and i have been reading books about law of attraction but its so hard to bend a mind. Its harder than i thought

I keep imagining the moment i see two lines and how i would tell DH, and how i would stay up staring at my baby. I even bought couple baby things without showing DH.

 

[wouldluvabub]

I know how powerful mind can be and i have been reading books about law of attraction but its so hard to bend a mind. Its harder than i thought

I keep imagining the moment i see two lines and how i would tell DH, and how i would stay up staring at my baby. I even bought couple baby things without showing DH.

That's amazing, buying baby things really helped me the first time we were TTC! Your chart is looking awesome! Mine is a little wobbly I think from being sick. Hoping for a BIG temp spike tomorrow morning. I can't help but feel like this cycle is it. I felt crap about the last one but this one just feels right. I knew when I was pregnant with both my boys. I just knew it. I feel like that this time also but I'll be really bummed out if I am wrong ha ha. I've been trying to focus on telling my body that it's going to get pregnant for me. Also my DH has been working away a lot lately and it worked out perfectly that he was local yesterday AND that my mother in law offered to take both the boys yesterday arvo so DH was able to get home early and we could spend some in interrupted time together.. That has to be fate! Of all the days to get my positive OPK and need to BD. I just feel good about it. Last cycle I was all stressed out about it and it didn't feel right. This one does! I've been telling myself this one is the one!

 

[GoldenRatio]

Does ur mother in law know about ttc or she offered to take the kids just because? That has to be a sign!

I don't have the I'm gonna be pregnant feeling but lot of ppl say that they felt the month that they fell pregnant. Did u feel like this your previous pregnancies?

 

[wouldluvabub]

She knows there are plans for another Bub but that's all. Not if we are currently trying.

Yes and no ha ha. My first I felt like it was going to be it but I had really irregular cycles then, 42-78 days. My husband was working away a lot and and I was working full time so I was driving hours on the weekends to meet up with him so we could DTD ha ha. It was very frustrating and the weekend I think DS was conceived my car broke down half way home so it was a shit weekend ha ha! DS number 2 wasn't planned. I had been diagnosed with Graves' disease and told I had to put my baby plans on hold for 18months and with my body in the state it was there wasn't much chance of get pregnant anyway. We DTD once and bam DS#2 was coming to life!! But I knew I was pregnant straight away for some reason. Once I realised it was my fertile time after I just knew it. Funnily enough I was having regular cycles then. This journey feels so unsure most of the time, even if this isn't my cycle I am taking comfort in the fact that I am ovulating on my own and with an ok-ish time frame.

 

[sarah2211]

Anyone had a really light AF before? This month it's been so light, only slightly heavier than spotting on one day, the other days just spotting. Last cycle I had a slow rise chart. I'm not sure when this cycle started because it hasn't been like a normal AF.

When I googled it said PCOS can cause light AF but usually when you're not ovulating. Any ideas?

 

[KylasBaby]

I did once. Thought it was AF but turns out it was just spotting. Only ever happened to me once.

 

[krissie328]

I've decided to take royal jelly the next two cycles. I'm fairly certian it's a thin lining that's causing me issues. And it's safe to take with clomid next cycle.

I can't remember if I posted in here but I have an appt June 30th with my doctor so maybe he will have some better insight.

 

[GoldenRatio]

She knows there are plans for another Bub but that's all. Not if we are currently trying.

Yes and no ha ha. My first I felt like it was going to be it but I had really irregular cycles then, 42-78 days. My husband was working away a lot and and I was working full time so I was driving hours on the weekends to meet up with him so we could DTD ha ha. It was very frustrating and the weekend I think DS was conceived my car broke down half way home so it was a shit weekend ha ha! DS number 2 wasn't planned. I had been diagnosed with Graves' disease and told I had to put my baby plans on hold for 18months and with my body in the state it was there wasn't much chance of get pregnant anyway. We DTD once and bam DS#2 was coming to life!! But I knew I was pregnant straight away for some reason. Once I realised it was my fertile time after I just knew it. Funnily enough I was having regular cycles then. This journey feels so unsure most of the time, even if this isn't my cycle I am taking comfort in the fact that I am ovulating on my own and with an ok-ish time frame.

Thats amazing! second one is kinda like " when u least expect it" situation. So pcos didnt cause infertility for you ha? its great to hear that you conceived without any meds, gives me hope.

 

[GoldenRatio]

I've decided to take royal jelly the next two cycles. I'm fairly certian it's a thin lining that's causing me issues. And it's safe to take with clomid next cycle.

I can't remember if I posted in here but I have an appt June 30th with my doctor so maybe he will have some better insight.

yes Royal Jelly supposed to be really good for strengthening reproductive path make sure to get pill form because i heard honey form is diluted with honey.

 

[KylasBaby]

I took Royal jelly with my loss, but honestly thought it was gross so I mixed it in smoothies and even then still tasted it.

Can someone remind me what it's supposed to do? I know it's supposed to be really great, but specifically what's it do? Been a while since I was on it. Might be worth a shot in a couple months.

 

[GoldenRatio]

I took Royal jelly with my loss, but honestly thought it was gross so I mixed it in smoothies and even then still tasted it.

Can someone remind me what it's supposed to do? I know it's supposed to be really great, but specifically what's it do? Been a while since I was on it. Might be worth a shot in a couple months.

Which brand did u use? was it powder?

Royal Jelly will help balance ur hormones so great for pcos.

Royal jelly is the main food source for bee larva in the first three days of their development. One larva that is to be the Queen Bee is fed only Royal Jelly its entire life. This exclusive feeding triggers the full development of her ovaries which are needed to create the millions of eggs she will lay in her lifetime. The Queen matures in 5 days and weighs double that of a worker bee. A worker bee only lives to be 30-45 days old, but the Queen bee lives to be 5 to 6 years old. The queen also lays around 250,000 eggs in one season and in peak season she may lay up to 2000 eggs a day. This may have something to do with the extremely high nutritional content of the Royal Jelly, which is this Queen’s exclusive diet

 

[KylasBaby]

I don't remember but it was the actual jelly. Not in a pill or powder. I'm very picky so I'm sure it want bad tasting I just didn't like it.

 

[GoldenRatio]

You probably got the diluted with honey form then, the concentrated jelly form is hard to find and really expensive. Its $120 USD for 4oz online.

I read that you need concentrated form to see results, so pills will be better choice.

 

[KylasBaby]

Who knows. I remember it being pretty pricey. It was a few years ago. I do think it helped though. Just can't remember how haha