frsttimemama
Trying again w/ Baby #2!
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Ashlee! How awesome to have that! Good luck! Hopin for your BFP!
AFM, hubby's headed out of town in the morning. Ugh. I hate it. He won't be home til late Thursday. Ew. I'm a sappy big baby, but I'm gonna miss him! I' OPK's are getting lighter. I don't know whether that means I O'ed or not in all honesty combined with all my other confusion like jacked up temps. Next cycle I will try the other route. Thanks for the pointers there. Just wait and keep temping I guess and see what happens. What do you guys think? Did I O? Did I not? I hate not knowing. I wish our bodies had a window so we could see what the heck is going on in there!
AND, it was 2 months ago today that we met and lost our little guy in the same moment. I am proud to say that I have kept it together today. It's not easy, but easier than it was. I never imagined that I would be in this situation, PRAYING for another BFP every single day. It almost seems unreal. I don't FEEL like a mama even though I am. I never got to hold my living, breathing baby. I think that makes me all the more desperate. I am so thankful for having him though -- it taught me that I could love someone more than I ever thought possible and that I could love my husband more than I already did. Just wanted to talk about him & the situation a bit today.. thanks for listening!
AFM, hubby's headed out of town in the morning. Ugh. I hate it. He won't be home til late Thursday. Ew. I'm a sappy big baby, but I'm gonna miss him! I' OPK's are getting lighter. I don't know whether that means I O'ed or not in all honesty combined with all my other confusion like jacked up temps. Next cycle I will try the other route. Thanks for the pointers there. Just wait and keep temping I guess and see what happens. What do you guys think? Did I O? Did I not? I hate not knowing. I wish our bodies had a window so we could see what the heck is going on in there!
AND, it was 2 months ago today that we met and lost our little guy in the same moment. I am proud to say that I have kept it together today. It's not easy, but easier than it was. I never imagined that I would be in this situation, PRAYING for another BFP every single day. It almost seems unreal. I don't FEEL like a mama even though I am. I never got to hold my living, breathing baby. I think that makes me all the more desperate. I am so thankful for having him though -- it taught me that I could love someone more than I ever thought possible and that I could love my husband more than I already did. Just wanted to talk about him & the situation a bit today.. thanks for listening!