Sorry iv been so quiet, id had such a horrible day, iv been trying my best not to cry for most of it.
My midwife made me an appointment for Monday, the doctors is not open then, so she tells me to call the surgery to re-arrange the day. So thats what I do, and the receptionist tells me there is no room next week, only the week after. I tell the receptionist I need to be seen next week, quite urgently, so she tells me to contact the midwife directly.
I need to see the midwife next week (36) weeks, as iv been on anti biotics, they found blood and protien in my urine (which the docs still dont have the results from) so it needs to be tested again, now iv finished the medication. I have a hospital appointment the week after, so I don't need to see her then.
Anyway iv txt 5 times, called 3 times, her phone was off, and now she wont reply till Tuesday
So iv sent a msg saying il go see my gp instead, and that I don;t want to see her again.
Im going to try and get a different midwife to come out to me when iv had the baby, this midwife has been nothing but a giant let down since the start.
It really upset me that she wouldn't even reply to me. And that she wont see me at this late stage with the problems iv had
Im so sorry to rant on girls, I just feel like she has really let me and the baby down.