i know there are quite a lot of self confessed poas addicts on here..... but are there any of you that are actually scared of poas? Im now 4 days late and really dont want to test, am scared!!! I would rather af just showed up than look on a test and it be negative! i think its cos while im just waiting for af to show up i still have a bit of hope but if i go test and its negative it will just crush me! how do u addicts do it??