Poem that made me cry today

[collie_crazy]

I lost my child

I lost my child today
People came to weep and cry
as I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
to try and make the pain go away
I walked the floor in disbelief.
I lost my child today...

I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
some still call and some still stay
I wait to wake up from this dream
This can't he real, I want to scream
Yet everything is locked inside
God help me, I want to die
I lost my child last month.

I lost my child last year.
Now people who had came, have gone
I sit and struggle all day long
to bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question.
Why? Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long
I lost my child last year.

Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face
"You must move on and leave this place "
Yet I am trapped right here in time,
the songs the same, as is the rhyme.
I lost my child and my pain is the same today
as it was yesterday and will be tomorrow.
I lost my child today.​

 

[mhazzab]

it made me cry too...so truthful, unfortunately. Other people in our lives might forget our babies in time, but we never will.

All you beautiful ladies I have become friends with on here...I'll always remember your babies too xxx

 

[Nikki_d72]

Oh this is so true, it's so sad. I still have disbelief that this has happened to me, that I have to feel like this and will forever. xxx

 

[kam78]

Oooo! Thank you for sharing this....

So beautiful, and so true...

 

[Andypanda6570]

Absolutely beautiful..XoooooxxooxoxoXooo

 

[rachjim98]

Thank you so much for this!
You ladies probably do not know me as I only stop in to check on my dear friends now and then. I use to be a regular on here after we lost our sweet little girl Rebecca 3 yrs ago next month @ 20 weeks.
It is amazing how the time goes by but the feeling and the emptiness doesn't. It just becomes a part of you and on a daily bases you have to pack it around. I have accepted the extra weight and carry it well .
There is not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I do not cry every day anymore nor once a week but I do catch my throat tightening up and I have to tell myself she wouldn't want this for you. Smile be happy you had her for that brief moment that no one can ever take away!!
I truly am sorry for all your terrible losses and if you ladies ever need anything just pm me.
Big Hugs
Rachael

 

[mhazzab]

Thank you so much for this!
You ladies probably do not know me as I only stop in to check on my dear friends now and then. I use to be a regular on here after we lost our sweet little girl Rebecca 3 yrs ago next month @ 20 weeks.
It is amazing how the time goes by but the feeling and the emptiness doesn't. It just becomes a part of you and on a daily bases you have to pack it around. I have accepted the extra weight and carry it well .
There is not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I do not cry every day anymore nor once a week but I do catch my throat tightening up and I have to tell myself she wouldn't want this for you. Smile be happy you had her for that brief moment that no one can ever take away!!
I truly am sorry for all your terrible losses and if you ladies ever need anything just pm me.
Big Hugs
Rachael

what a lovely message, thankyou xx