Hi girls, well i think its only fair that i give you an update..i am currently pregnant and in complete shock but unfortunately the outcome is not going too be a good one, after indepth discussions with DH we are not getting back together and i cant bring up 2 on my own. I cant obviously discuss this on bnb as its a TTC forum. Im sorry if my decision upsets anybody but its for the best and one of the hardest decisions ive ever had too make. I wont be back on here now as i think its unfair too you ladies that i am after what im about too go through. I wish you all the best with your TTC and future plans in life and hope that maybe one day i will be back here with you all. Sending you all l