Is it worth it? What I mean is- children are worth all of this, right? The reason I ask is simply because I have found myself feeling very negative about having a biological child. I don't know if it's the stress of LTTTC, or perhaps because it has been so long, but I feel very empty in regards to having children. I will be 7 weeks pregnant on Friday, and I do not feel excited in the least. Part of the problem, I realize, is that I have been in this situation before and have had MC's... but even during those times I was hopeful and dreaming about babies. Right now I feel quite empty. I am not trying to sound ungrateful (and I realize that that's how I sound), I just simply don't understand myself, and am trying to figure out why I am feeling this way.