Hi all i am new to this thread but have just had my second mc this year...i had my first mc in February this year, had my bfp after two cycles on May 27th 2011 and began to miscarry again on June 20th...i am so lost right now i can't believe it happened to me again...and im back to square one...my dr wont do any testing until 3mc..but the thought of going through this again is heartbreaking! My progesterone levels were good this time 50 at 13dpo but my hcg levels doubled early on then they stopped doubling and only increased by 100 every 4 days...i dont know what the problem can be...i feel like i should give up because the disappointment is soooo hard to come to terms with...when i saw my bfp a few weeks ago...although i was nervous due to my previous mc..i was still hopeful and excited...i thought that this bean would be sticky and on february 3rd i would be a proud mummy...but here i am yet again...my first edd is fast approaching september 20th and i know i will be an emotional wreck on the day...i just want my little bundle of joy, i feel like a failure as a woman and that i cant give my OH something he so desperately wants...i imagine what it would be like to be in the third trimester of pregnancy and how i would play with my baby and read to them, but everytime my dream comes closer to becoming a reality the happiness is only short lived..and im back to imagining all over again...when people say "your still young" etc it really annoys me, yes i am young but we want our baby now...not when we're older...we're ready to become parents and move our relationship to the next level it just feels like we're in limbo...im so sorry about the rant...just needed to get how i feel off of my chest...hope we all get our bfp and sticky beans soon...x