Finally a chance to get caught up. I’ve been pretty busy lately. This Sunday I went to see an Indian guru. Her name is Amma and she is known around the world as the hugging saint. She has given hugs to over 31 million people! She does a lot of work with the poor, war torn and disaster torn populations. Anyway, a co-worker has been a devout follower for 20 years and wanted me to get a hug from Amma when she was in town. My co-worker knows about my fertility issues and said Amma has a way of spiritually and physically healing people. I thought, why not! I actually went last year when she was in town too. I got a hug from her and said some prayers for all of us.
Davies, how is the testing going you naughty girl? It is far too early for you to test! (Said from a fellow POAS addict.) I really hope you don’t even have to get that hysteroscopy! If I don’t get my bfp this cycle, I’m following your mom’s advice and getting completely drunk and shagging every guy I see!
Lee, do you have any idea when your results will be in? The waiting is the hardest part. Interesting, like you, it took me exactly 3 weeks after my ectopic surgery to get AF. I was shocked. All my other losses took forever to get AF back!
Bumpy, good to hear from you. Glad AF showed. It is such a relief to know your body is moving on. But damn, why does she have to hurt us so much?
Andrea, same goes for you. I’m glad she finally reared her head. A while back I posted all of the tests I had. I’m going to dig that up for you and post it just so you have a frame of reference when going for testing. Maybe the other ladies can add the tests they’ve had and we can create a master list to share with women who have had RPL. I hope the time off from TTC re-fuels you to come back refreshed and ready for action.
Kennesha, you probably won’t even read this, so maybe I’ll email you. I have to say, I kind of agree with your husband on this. I know you probably don’t want to hear this, but I feel like I need to express my concern for you. If you didn’t have a history of a cornual ectopic, I would probably take your side on this. But given your history and having been through an ectopic myself, I know how dangerous it can be if you wait too long. It didn’t occur to me to think about how your husband felt about this. But of course he is concerned. Cornual ectopics can be even more dangerous than the kind I had because they can rupture later and cause more harm to the mother. I imagine the last time you went through it he was scared. I imagine he’s feeling like he can’t protect your from harm that might be caused by a pregnancy, and the only way he can feel at ease is if he knows how the betas are rising. I know you aren’t ready to know the results, but like your husband, I’m feeling worried about you. I hope this is ok to say. xoxo
Amos, where are you????
I’ve decided that the lines I’m seeing are still my trigger. I googled a lot and there are many women that still show lines this far along. Boobs are killing me, but they always do when I take progesterone. I hate that I can’t even rely on that as a symptom. No other symptoms in sight. I plan to have some wine on Thanksgiving. I’m already looking forward to it as a way to deal with a bfn.
Sorry for the long post! Hope everyone else is well.
:wave: Hey ladies! Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend!
he said he doesn't care for lossing the baby but it would hurt him more if something is wrong and he loses the me....he said he has been through too much and for me to just wait is killing him becase he wants to make sure I am def okay...I gotta love him but damn i just hate feeling like this i just don't want to know yet...
ah well, at least my body is doing what it is supposed to for a change 
(trying my best on this one)
's while I am gone.....
Yay Hopeful! It was so obvious you were pregnant based on those tests, but I'm glad you got confirmation. Am I allowed to suggest twins based on your numbers? 
