Roll up, roll up! Statistical chance of at least one BFP! - *15th BFP Announced!*

[MrsFX]

Saw the consultant yesterday. I think I got my hopes up too high because I left in tears (looser) and disappointed. Good news: I am ovulating decent projesterone levels. DHs second SA was good. Internal ultrasound showed my ovaries and I assume no cysts.
Bad news: just the drs manner she said she was surprised that we waited 4 months btwn appointments. Not by choice. She tried to wrap it up by saying 'u have time on your side' and 'it hasn't been that long' 18months is long enough. I had hoped for a tube scan a hysterping thing but has to be done by radiography nurse aged Af has finished so booked for jan. I know. Not terrible news.
I just had my hopes up that we would come away with some answers. If tubes r good we have an appointment booked for July to refer us for ivf. Scary.
I've ordered my 'baby making bible' and think I will try accupuncture in the new year.
How is everyone else. It's been quiet on here. Getting ready for Xmas.

 

[pola17]

Hey gals!! Im back!!!

I wanted to wish you all a belated Merry christmas and happy new year!!!

Its been a long december for me, DH and I are seeing a therapist, to work our issues after all that happened.

To explain everything in a nutshell, after many tests as positive, but actually not being pregnant at all, made me go to an almost mental breakdown, and DH to a serious depression. It turns out he blames himself for all of this. But we´re doing much better, we feel we´re healing, and after having a talk with my doctor, we feel optimistic this new year. AF catched me on new year, it took me so long to get it because of high stress.
If by this cycle I dont get pregnant, I will start chlomid. My doctor and I realized its been a year already.

I want to know how you all are doing! I really missed you, but needed some time to myself, as I was making things worst!

Please, tell me all updates! *hugs everyone*

 

[pola17]

Saw the consultant yesterday. I think I got my hopes up too high because I left in tears (looser) and disappointed. Good news: I am ovulating decent projesterone levels. DHs second SA was good. Internal ultrasound showed my ovaries and I assume no cysts.
Bad news: just the drs manner she said she was surprised that we waited 4 months btwn appointments. Not by choice. She tried to wrap it up by saying 'u have time on your side' and 'it hasn't been that long' 18months is long enough. I had hoped for a tube scan a hysterping thing but has to be done by radiography nurse aged Af has finished so booked for jan. I know. Not terrible news.
I just had my hopes up that we would come away with some answers. If tubes r good we have an appointment booked for July to refer us for ivf. Scary.
I've ordered my 'baby making bible' and think I will try accupuncture in the new year.
How is everyone else. It's been quiet on here. Getting ready for Xmas.

I was thinking about accupuncture too!!! how are you feeling these days???

 

[MrsFX]

I've started accupunture. I'm reading 'the baby making bible' which talks about eastern medicine. It's nice to be doing something other than go crazy. I have come to realise that the chest pain I had was anxiety so I am doing mediation and looking after myself.

 

[MrsFX]

Glad to see you pola and pleased to hear that you are getting help after the chemical you had. It truely is all consuming. I hope u find something to help you to relax.

 

[pola17]

Thank you... but... whats up with those chests pains??? Please, take care of yourself! It would make me sad if something happens to you!!! It is still hard for me to not feel the4 anxiety, so I know how you´re feeling!!

Tell me more about accupunture... I was actually REALLY thinking about it some weeks ago and I feel like giving it a try!!

 

[pola17]

Thank you... but... whats up with those chests pains??? Please, take care of yourself! It would make me sad if something happens to you!!! It is still hard for me to not feel the4 anxiety, so I know how you´re feeling!!

Tell me more about accupunture... I was actually REALLY thinking about it some weeks ago and I feel like giving it a try!!

 

[LilLeafyLea]

Hello me lovely ladies! Merry Christmas and a Happy Baby New Year to all!

It's been a wee while since I've been on, taken a much needed break to concentrate on OH and family. Hope everyone had a good break.

After all my hope last month the stinky af got me...what's new?! Like you Mrs, I got good results from my prog tests and the doctors have confirmed that I am ovulating so that's really positive news to start the year with. I'm still waiting on a date for the internal ultrasound but the Drs have confirmed that it has been requested so the wait goes on. Very nonchalant this cycle. Ovulated yesterday and did the SMEP so we'll see.

Apart from that I've started a new job and really like it! It's really interesting, great hours and a friendly atmosphere so that's doing wonders for keeping my mind from baby pining!

Mrs - congrats on your popping eggies and I think that's great news about hysterthingy (so technical!). If all else fails July is literally round the corner! Last year went by in a blink so I have no doubts you won't be waiting forever...this will happen!

Pola - massive cuddles missy. Good on you and DH for seeking help, an outside perspective and especially that of a professional will no doubt do you wonders. I just hope that you don't have to wait long to see those lines

Foquita - That is the most convincing tattoo I've seen! Looks like two Bulls locking horns to me! Great crotch btw and very apt for the site...did I just write that sentence?! Must be the horny Bulls infiltrating my mind! Anywho, how's everything with you? Still on the laidback approach? Hope it pays off for you.

Grace - Hope you are well too missy, are you in your tww now? Fingers crossed one out of our little group gets some good news soon. It would bolster my spirits no end!

Jaynie - how are you? Not sure whereabouts you are in your cycle but I hope it's a good place!

xxx

 

[pola17]

Hey Lil!! its been ages!! I will keep you posted on what happens... Im hoping I can get pregnant without the clomid, but if I dont get pregnant by this cycle, my doctor is going to prescribe me clomid.... he actually adviced on having ultrasounds and Hcg shots so we know when I ovulate, etc... unfortunatelly this cannot be covered by our insurance, and its absolutelly unaffordable for us... so clomid is pretty much our last hope!

 

[Looneycarter]

Hi ladies I'm new to the thread I'm 10dpo..my boobs hurt Hella much on the sides and underneath and my left nipple itch like hell!!! Every month I be amped up about poas but not this month so I lost hope ugh!

 

[foquita]

me alegra que estes bien pola

glad you are getting all the necessary tests mrsfx!

sorry you missed it last cycle lea

this should be my fertile week so I am sloowwwllllyyyy starting to lose it now that I don't have christmas to make plans and get excited for I'm easy prey for some TTC obsessions! I'm DREADING the 2WW, especially because we have way more of a chance this cycle than ever before with timing so far so even though I'm trying not to be too optimistic, it's inevitable!

did anyone watch one born every minute tonight? well, last night...I need to sort my sleeping pattern out my heart was in my mouth. I'll feel like my life isn't worth living if I can't conceive, I know that sounds so dramatic and ungrateful but I think you'll all understand

 

[firstbaby25]

i'm just quietly lurking around in the background stalking

AF due tomorrow pola, i've got my fingers, eyes, toes and lower case Ts crossed. EVERYTHING CROSSED. same for you lea and mrs fx since you have both ovulated now

when do you get your test results firstbaby? good luck

trying to conceive is crap, i'm going to love my baby so much when i finally get it that i won't let him/her leave the house and they'll call me smother behind my back. SO wouldn't have that problem if i could just fall pregnant at the drop of a hat!

Sorry I have been dead quiet. Been having problems with the man and for a while there I wasn't sure we would make it! Phew eh? I still think it's touch and go and for now we aren't trying! I am going to have the tests that the doctor has sent me for though, just because I want to know if anything is wrong with me thanks for asking Foquita!

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU LOT! Hope you all had a magical time.

 

[pola17]

hola foquita!!!

AF should be over by tomorrow... DH is eager to start however I got a strong flu today, and I skipped work today! I want to get healthy soon!!!

 

[MrsFX]

Hi all glad everyone is alright. Sorry to hear about troubles with OH jaynie and pleased that u are working on things.

Sorry to hear about AF leaf I was wondering of no news might be good news.

I have second acupunture tomorrow. First one pola, she took a history and felt for my energies and how warm my tummy is (it should be warnest) and discovered that its cold so I guess my qi isn't flowing there right. So I'm wearing vests and eating warming foods.

As always every month I hope that this is it but I am trying to reprograme my mind into 'it's time to make fertile ground in my body and mind and when that happens a baby will come' hard in practice!!! Will probably have a wee break from here to work on my mind.

 

[pola17]

Hi all glad everyone is alright. Sorry to hear about troubles with OH jaynie and pleased that u are working on things.

Sorry to hear about AF leaf I was wondering of no news might be good news.

I have second acupunture tomorrow. First one pola, she took a history and felt for my energies and how warm my tummy is (it should be warnest) and discovered that its cold so I guess my qi isn't flowing there right. So I'm wearing vests and eating warming foods.

As always every month I hope that this is it but I am trying to reprograme my mind into 'it's time to make fertile ground in my body and mind and when that happens a baby will come' hard in practice!!! Will probably have a wee break from here to work on my mind.

oh!!! that sounds soooo interesting!! Unfortunatelly I dont think I cant this month because we spent much last one!!! Keep me posted on how it goes... I wanted to get treatment for stress and anxiety.. Ive been pretty depressed these months, and your idea sounds great!!

According to my dad who got it it really works, so Im hoping this cycle brings positive things for you!!!

 

[firstbaby25]

Thanks MRS

I shall be quiet on here as naturally I don't want to try in such circumstances but the broodyness does not leave my body. Just my mind that tells me no! Sighs all round.

 

[HisGrace]

Hi everyone! I had my laparoscopy last week and everything is normal! Looks like we will miss this fertile period because my husband is out of town, but I'm so happy everything is normal!

 

[pola17]

Hisgrace, congrats!!!! thats defenitelly great news!!! *does a dance*

 

[foquita]

hi girls how is everyone doing? no one has posted for ages!

I've been diagnosed with polycystic ovaries, my LH/FSH ratio is 3:1 and I had an ultrasound this morning that confirmed that I have PCOS so at least I have a reason for my long cycles now.

I'm back at the doctors in 2 weeks and then I'll be referred to the fertility specialist

 

[pola17]

Hey foquita! I also have PCOS!!!! I have to start clomid next month, as I couldnt take metformin, because it would make me dizzy, lose my appetite, and well, but thats rare!!

Im sure you´ll do super! so, whats up??