The dickhead has been found.
It started when I realised i was furious for the council to make me wait 2 weeks. So I called them and asked to speak to someone. I got the chance to explain things better, rather than speaking to the scrawny wee pube at the reception desk who thought he could mind-read my situation.
The man said i could have immediate tempory housing, however he said a lot of the temp housing is B & b's and many people who stay there with you have issues, and even he thought i may not me best there.
I then called my mum to have a rant, when i got a call waiting. It was OH.
He explained he had been at a local B & B for the night to get things sorted out in his head. He says all he wants is me and the baby, and was afraid to come home last night as he didn't want to take everything out on me. He is concerned about my feelings for him too, especially when i told him on Mothers Day that I hated his guts and didnt love him anymore.
I am surprised he remembered this, so he has clearly taken it to heart. i didn't MEAN it.
Fair enough, but can I put up with this whenever he feels like it? Lisa, you are right, everything done is so spineless and although both I and baby would be a lot better off staying where we are, all i yearn for is a bit of security.
I find it extremely difficult to love him.
Both my best friend and my mum are very concerned that he has issues with depression. He does - he has been prescribed anti depressants but he hasn't been taking them anymore - he just stopped. my best friend has experience with these, and she told me she was always warned never to come off them cold turkey - she had to wean herself off them. My best friend was the first to say he was a c*** but now she is suggesting to me he has a lot off issues and might be struggling with depression.
I can't knock him for having depression - we all get down from time to time. but I really need someone to look after me!!!!!!!!!!!
Usually these types are mummy's boys, fancy giving his mum the vouchers when he needs to provide for his child.
You are COMPLETLEY right there!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hopefully, he will come to his senses and realise just what he's doing and what he will lose, but if I were you I know I would have lost all faith, love and trust in somebody so spineless by now....
I think i already have....part of me couldn't care less.
