scared to test

[missmarls]

Hey ladies!
So, here's the story. As some of you know I had my lap/dye/d&c on Sept 16 and waited for my first AF before trying again. came on time Oct 7/8 and I O'd Oct 19. At about 3 dpo had spotting/light bleeding for three days so I thought my cycle was just messed up. But, when I spoke to Dr. about it he said if it wasn't heavy and had no cramping, it wasn't a period.
Which means should have been here on Tues/Weds but have not seen her! I'm too scared to test, I don't think I can take another , as I have seen FAR too many of those over the last year and a half
Should I wait another week to see what happens?

 

[HAYS]

aw chick i can see why your scared to test, but personally if i was you i would have to, even if i was scared of a BFN, but thats just me i am a poas addict.

Let us know what you decide to do chick

fingers crossed for you
xxx

 

[missmarls]

I think I'm going to wait until tomorrow morning to test...I'm sure I have a couple tucked away somewhere. I am a recovering POAS addict, but I guess it looks like I'm gonna fall off the wagon

 

[HAYS]

it will be good for piece of mind hun, either way its going to drive u insane!

good luck!

 

[CareBear]

I know how you feel but I have to confess I would have to test to try and get some answer! Good luck and I hope it is a BFP

 

[Starstruck]

Oh I know how you must feel and that it's scary... I would have to test though just to know. Good luck and I really hope it's a

 

[missmarls]

Thanks so much for the support ladies, I think I would go mad if it weren't for the support I get on here!
I have such a nervous feeling in my stomach about this...I just started a new job this week after ten years at my last place, so if I do get my BFP, I don't know how that will go over!

 

[HAYS]

everything crossed for ya
x

 

[missmarls]

So I tested and BFN!!
I knew it! Now I remember why I don't test anymore...

 

[Beckic]

Oh honey
Why do our bodies do this to us.
What cycle day are you on hon - could it be too early to test?
Keeping everything crossed for you as soooo wanted one of us September lap ladies to have done it (AF got me on Friday).

Hope the new job is going well.

Bx x x

 

[HAYS]

oh chick!!thats pants!!!! there still could be time tho yeh?xxxx

 

[missmarls]

Oh honey
Why do our bodies do this to us.
What cycle day are you on hon - could it be too early to test?
Keeping everything crossed for you as soooo wanted one of us September lap ladies to have done it (AF got me on Friday).

Hope the new job is going well.

Bx x x

Thanks Beckic! Well if I go by my last "real" AF, I would be on cd 33 (norm is 28) but if I went by the mystery bleed after O, I would be on CD 18. I give up! At least I still got in some BD weds/fri/today...hopefully if I am Oing again, I might have a chance.
New job is great! Very different, very busy! I've been exhausted all week in bed at 9pm, sleep until 7:00am...they're working my ass off!

 

[missmarls]

I meant to put norm is 28 days...don't know where that little smiley came from?

 

[Sinead]

Good luck when you test again hun, hope AF stays away for you

 

[missmarls]

Thanks Sinead! I don't think I'll be testing again any time soon...

 

[Beckic]

Oh honey
Why do our bodies do this to us.
What cycle day are you on hon - could it be too early to test?
Keeping everything crossed for you as soooo wanted one of us September lap ladies to have done it (AF got me on Friday).

Hope the new job is going well.

Bx x x

Thanks Beckic! Well if I go by my last "real" AF, I would be on cd 33 (norm is 28) but if I went by the mystery bleed after O, I would be on CD 18. I give up! At least I still got in some BD weds/fri/today...hopefully if I am Oing again, I might have a chance.
New job is great! Very different, very busy! I've been exhausted all week in bed at 9pm, sleep until 7:00am...they're working my ass off!

Crossing fingers the exhaustion is from pregnancy not from the new job!!!

bx x x

 

[lonate]

Just wanted to give you big . I am so sorry you saw the evil .

 

[Sinead]

Thanks Sinead! I don't think I'll be testing again any time soon...

- reckon you should give it till the end of the week, I know you don't want to test again, but its better to know xxxxx

 

[CareBear]

Sorry to hear about the BFN I had high hopes for you! I hope it does turn into a BFP though.