Willo
Mum of 3 :D
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Basically I had my first baby 14 years ago. Then I met my dp when she was about 7 or 8. We started trying for a baby in 2008 and I got a bfp first cycle but it ended in a loss just before 5 wks. We took one cycle break and I got bfp straight away again and had my ds1 in 2009.
In 2011 we started trying again and straight away I got my bfp. Sadly that ended in a loss just after 5 wks so skipped one cycle then got bfp again on the next and ds2 was born in 2012.
Anyway now we decided to try for our 4th and last. This was our first month trying and again I got a beautiful bfp at just 3wks 1day. I'm now 4wks 1 days and today the fear has hit me that history is gonna repeat itself again. All last week I was testing and the line has been getting stronger but I know that means very little in terms of what might be going on inside me.
I think what concerns me most is that I had no ib. I had ib with all my sucessful pregnancies but I don't remeber having ib with my losses.
I have been trying to stay positive, but every now and then that fear overwhelms me
In 2011 we started trying again and straight away I got my bfp. Sadly that ended in a loss just after 5 wks so skipped one cycle then got bfp again on the next and ds2 was born in 2012.
Anyway now we decided to try for our 4th and last. This was our first month trying and again I got a beautiful bfp at just 3wks 1day. I'm now 4wks 1 days and today the fear has hit me that history is gonna repeat itself again. All last week I was testing and the line has been getting stronger but I know that means very little in terms of what might be going on inside me.
I think what concerns me most is that I had no ib. I had ib with all my sucessful pregnancies but I don't remeber having ib with my losses.
I have been trying to stay positive, but every now and then that fear overwhelms me
