Hi,
I am not one to typically join forums or chat rooms but I've found reading past posts that this group has offered a lot of comfort.
Here's my story:
This is my second pregnancy. I miscarried last year in December at 7 weeks one day after seeing the heartbeat at the dating scan. It was truly a tragedy in my life and a huge sense of loss for me and my partner.
After 6 months of trying again we fell pregnant and we are now expecting in February 2018.
At 13+1 I woke up in the night to a gush of red blood. Naturally I panicked and we went straight to emergency assuming the worst. Fortunately we were seen quickly and an ultrasound showed us our baby was alive and well with a strong heartbeat. I have never felt such love and relief. The red blood stopped almost immediately within the hour after it happend and was followed by a small amount of brown bleeding.
Since our visit to ER we have seen our family doctor and also a radiology clinic which allowed us to get a more detailed look of our baby. We were diagnosed at that time with a "small" SCH which is directly above my cervix. A Dr. spoke to us and told us that it was not of a concern to her and that it would likely resolve itself before my 19 weeks scan on Sept. 22nd. We left feeling optimistic.
After a week of hardly any spotting (just a little brown upon wiping) I thought we were on the road to recovery. Now at 14+1 I'm not so sure...
Last night my spotting became heavier again. Although it is still brown and "watery" (no clots) it seems the healing process is going in the other direction. It seems more active at night then almost completely stops during the day. This has lasted 48 hours so far. I haven't had any cramps but I do feel some pressure on my cervix.. it almost has a light throbbing sensation. Does anyone know what that is caused by?
I have read that brown blood means "old blood" and that it could actually be a good thing that its coming out. I am just not sure what to believe as I had brown blood before I miscarried on my first pregnancy. I am extremely anxious and not sure what to expect in the coming weeks.
Today I ordered a doppler in hopes to hear the babies heart beat at home for more confidence.
I guess I'm rambling now but it just feels good to get it all out. Would love to hear some thoughts of reassurance of people that are going through or have gone through similar experiences. Amongst the worry it can feel very lonely at times.
Looking forward to any responses.