Yes I have just got them a few weeks ago and it brought up all sorts of feelings - I'm really glad I did though as it has allowed me to process lots of things and research into all the interventions and the effects it had on my labour. I also found out I was deceived into thinking my DD was in distress, so agreed to a C-Section, where my notes state no fetal distress, this has stopped me from feeling as broken and useless and now I'm angry and determined to do things totally differently this time round. I wish I'd got them sooner, it's been 8 years, where I thought my body failed me.
If you have bad memories, I think it's wise to read up on what occurred so you can avoid it happening again, if possible and be more informed going into your next labour in order to make the decisions YOU feel right with, not simply what is reccommended to you by the midwives or doctors. Obviously if something happened that was totally outwith your or your carer's control then things are different, but it's still good to debreif and process this, for your own sake.