Well I'm bk again I been having a very stressful week so far my parents had a meeting with me that's what they like to call it turns out the whole thing was them trying to push me slash convince me to get a abortion I would die and not get one they broke my heart I told my husband and he got so mad he was like I preyed for this child my mother kept on saying "you don't have a house you don't have a degree you don't have a car u actual think this was a good idea " and like always my dad was backing her up saying you pregncy is a mistake my heart is broken to pecies what brakes my heart more is that she sits there telling my brothers bitc@eeee wife you should get pregnant I will support u all the way my husband says he's moving me out I pay them 400 dollors ever month for a small bed room that me my baby and my husband sleep in my hearts to broken to writt more
I am splitting a place with my mother because of finances, so its me my son and my hubby in one room, the hubby only makes $200 a week (which should be changing soon, long story) I dont work I baby sit for $80-$100 a week and neither of us has graduated college, I'm going but failing horribly and we are using my loan money to buy a trailer to save money on rent....
But I know this baby is a blessing and things will get better and I have had so many people tell me that this is a mistake and they are wrong, we may not have the picture perfect lives but we can love and take care of our kids just like anyone else!

we got this girl! once she sees that beautiful baby she will feel different