CatchBabyDust
Mom(by Gods grace)preg#2
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Ahhh I'm here to rant !!! Let me start by saying I'm grateful for everything !! I am just sooooooooooooooo exhausted and sooooo sicccckkkkk of morning sickness and I want the first trimester to just end so I could get rid of these aversions (at least this is what happened when I was pregnant with DD), and let me just say I'm sick of me!!! I'm sick of myself!!! I hate my body and I hate my natural scents (I am clean don't worry but I am averted to myself!!! Is this possible???) I want to just cry about even ranting because I feel like a spoiled brat and I reallly can't stand my pregnant self!! And I'm so nauseous right now of everything I just said and of myself and I just want to throw up and cry and pray second trimester will be better !!
And let me add that I miss my family whom I haven't seen in almost to years because we moved to another county and it's hard to travel right now! I see my mother in law cuz she lives in the same building and sometimes I wish she didn't exist and I miss my mom who took care of me when I was pregnant with DD and helped me out with everything especially emotionally and I just can't deal being far
And let me add that I miss my family whom I haven't seen in almost to years because we moved to another county and it's hard to travel right now! I see my mother in law cuz she lives in the same building and sometimes I wish she didn't exist and I miss my mom who took care of me when I was pregnant with DD and helped me out with everything especially emotionally and I just can't deal being far