....of all the trolls lying about losing babies, baby problems ect, ect. I understand these people are ill, but do they even comprehend what they put people though who have suffered these terrible, heartbreaking things? Do they have any conception of what it is like to be told your baby has died? How it takes over your life, hurts everyday? When I lost Draz, I was nearly 16. Niave, confused, scared and frankly stupid. When I started bleeding I dealt with it and moved on, on my own. I presumed I was around 10 weeks because of my irregular AF, but having now experienced this I understand I must have been much, much earlier. Probably chemical. The GUILT I felt when I lost Edan at 10 weeks, like I was being punished for getting it wrong, for thinking more than it was. It kills me, I hate myself for it. What happens if this happens to those girls someday? I wouldn't wish one second of what we have all been through on my worst enemy. But karma is a bitch, and you never know what is round the corner. Ugh, I'm not sure what I'm trying to say. It is just all so hurtful and unfair.