Wow!!
I had a similar experience after my emergancy c section. My "best" friend who has given birth to two children vaginally said i was really lucky and had had the easy option!
I replied with how i felt... That a 4 day labour, contractions upon contractions whilst bed bound due to lots of wires and a drip, nothing but gas and air (through choice), and an emergancy trip to a terrifying theatre with lots of people, not to mention a 6 week recovery (still didnt feel right months later), no car, (i didnt drive for the 1st 6 weeks), and the inability to even pick your newborn bundle up out of its cot to feed them for the 1st few days IS NOT an EASY option. I couldnt hold my tongue.
*rant over*
I spent weeks upon weeks winding myself up and crying at night that i hadnt had the natural birth experience i had hoped for, and didnt get to push my beautiful baby into the world. Gosh i wish i pushed him out. But 9 months later im kind of getting over it. We made and grew our babies, and gave birth to them (I always told people i hadnt given birth to him in the early days, just that i had "had" him etc, i thought i wasnt worthy of saying it).
If your anything like me, bottling it up will make you worse. Before you leave it too long, maybe have a quiet word with your sister about the physical and emotional things you need to over come after your op. It does good to get things out in the open.
I hope your getting lots of support. And everytime you look at LO, you will be reminded that his safe arrival is all the really matters.
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