Almost36TTC
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I have been TTC for about 3 years now. I am almost 36 and nervous/stressed I won't be able to experience motherhood. My mother died 3 years ago and I regret not having children while she was still living and well. My bf/fiancé has a 3 year old so the fact that we haven't conceived must be on me. This would be my first.
I do not understand the signs/symptoms because EVERY month I think I am pregnant. My body seems to be fairly predictable every month the same thing. I can feel when I ovulate and as I get older ovulation pain is more and more pronounced. However, I did not feel OP this month. I ovulated 7 days ago and my menstrual cycle isn't due for another 8 days. (sorry I do not know the lingo yet). I have been experiencing light cramping in abdomen, nausea, nipple tenderness and dizziness. Some back pain but that may be because I am on my feet all day. I snack all day but when I eat dinner (which unfortunately is the only meal I eat all day) I only eat half and I feel super bloated; so full! I don't know how to vomit but I feel like hurling every 10 minutes. I will not fully vomit but it will rise to the top of my throat; acid burns and I can taste it but it will go down. Maybe tmi.
Last month my menstrual cycle was weird. I was late 4 days (which is unusual for me) I again had no OP that month either. I started showing light pink and brown discharge then the next day it seemed to be a regular 3 day cycle.
Also, I have been taking prenatal vitamins. I have noticed that I am extremely wet down there. Sometimes it even soaks through my pants. Is this normal?
I hate the waiting. I am so impatient but I don't know what my body is telling me so I will wait for the missed period to start testing.
I do not understand the signs/symptoms because EVERY month I think I am pregnant. My body seems to be fairly predictable every month the same thing. I can feel when I ovulate and as I get older ovulation pain is more and more pronounced. However, I did not feel OP this month. I ovulated 7 days ago and my menstrual cycle isn't due for another 8 days. (sorry I do not know the lingo yet). I have been experiencing light cramping in abdomen, nausea, nipple tenderness and dizziness. Some back pain but that may be because I am on my feet all day. I snack all day but when I eat dinner (which unfortunately is the only meal I eat all day) I only eat half and I feel super bloated; so full! I don't know how to vomit but I feel like hurling every 10 minutes. I will not fully vomit but it will rise to the top of my throat; acid burns and I can taste it but it will go down. Maybe tmi.
Last month my menstrual cycle was weird. I was late 4 days (which is unusual for me) I again had no OP that month either. I started showing light pink and brown discharge then the next day it seemed to be a regular 3 day cycle.
Also, I have been taking prenatal vitamins. I have noticed that I am extremely wet down there. Sometimes it even soaks through my pants. Is this normal?
I hate the waiting. I am so impatient but I don't know what my body is telling me so I will wait for the missed period to start testing.