Starting clomid in February... buddies?

[AngelaALA]

Glad it went well Brandi and everything is okay exciting times ahead though Brandi here's hoping you get your sticky bean xx

 

[krissie328]

Great news Brandi! Keeping eveything crossed for you!

 

[dogmommy]

That's great Brandi!

Red I just got a booster shot yesterday so I'll probably have false positives for a week. I'm going to start testing out the trigger tomorrow.

 

[AngelaALA]

AFM 12DPO took my 6 day early CB BFN with FMU so I'm not going to do anymore now just going to wait for AF another failed month only two months left of clomid I know it's not working for me but got to do it so I can move onto IVF but it is a waste of time I'm going through all this upset hormonal weight gain spotty skin for nothing every single month I hate it and just want to give in now the constant struggle feels too much now it's just getting me down I feel like throwing all my OPKS, HPTS, BBT and clomid in bin lying to DR saying I'm taking it when I'm not just to kill 2 months before she will refer us to IVF but the way I'm feeling I don't even think that will work either I'm just not meant to have kids it's never going to happen for me and I might as well face up to that fact and just stop

 

[dogmommy]

Angela I'm so sorry you got your BFN. I understand the feeling of disappointment. I believe I go through a period of grief every month that not a lot of people understand. But I do believe after a few days I do heal and I hope that for you. I saw something on pinterest that said don't give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about. So that drives me it will happen! I also see stories like red and I know if I wait it will be all of our turns.

 

[RedRose19]

I'm so sorry about the bfn Angela, but if I've learnt anything with lttc you can't give up, it Will happen, don't be so hard on yourself, it could be a problem with dh not you, a chemical issue or something, it sounds like your eggs are growing nicely and ovulated them ok so I do think the ivf will help if the Clomid doesn't beforehand. I totally understand the not using Clomid situation, and wouldn't blame you of you said you'd did them all and ready to move on. You Will get there just don't give up we are all here to support you. I hope your ok big hugs

 

[AngelaALA]

Thanks guys for the support I'm just emotional always am around AF time due to the constant BFNS it can get you down plus clomid makes me even more emotional than I normally would be as well xx I'm glad I have you guys to talk to as no one in my life understands as I don't know one person who is going through this or has been through this before its so hard as when I try to talk to them because they ask all they say is you'll be fine it will happen eventually or well you got pregnant before so there's no issue really, yes I got pregnant but it wasn't a viable pregnancy and ended in a MC and it's the only time I've got pregnant in 2 yrs and 8 months of TTC they just don't get it, I guess the support also means more coming from you guys as well as I know you are all going through this too xx

 

[brandi91]

I'm sorry Angela I know how frustrating it is when the medicine isn't working and you still have to take it!!!! So you have to do two more rounds before IVF????

How is everybody else?

Anxiously awaiting Thursday here. That's my ultrasound date to see if I have any follicles.

 

[RedRose19]

Feeling exhausted today and we took ds and his best friend to the zoo, a 3 hour drive up and again down, meltdowns a few throughout, home late , ate late, Late bed last night, up early with the kids this morning, made a dinner for mil birthday spend 3 hours cooking, kitchen was a tip after and ds kept screaming I was on edge and close to tears it was a long weekend and I had no energy left plus fighting my ms I just ended up in tears once everyone was gone. My amazing husband cleaned the kitchen, did the washing and bathed Jamie ready for bed. Even made me tea and hot water bottle. I read Jamie.to sleep and now I'm relaxing in my pjs watching tv feeling tons better!

Scan friday!

 

[AngelaALA]

Sorry your weekend has been rubbish red Goodluck for Friday not long to wait now xx

Brandie FX you have some juicy follies and a shot this month xx

AFM staring slightly spotting today so AF is right on que for Tuesday I'm going to take the clomid I don't think it will work and I'm now just going to focus on the IVF I'll do the clomid just in case for some reason it works but I don't think it will I'm just going to take these few next months as preparation for the next stage xx

 

[AngelaALA]

Well AF is officially here I know FF was wrong and I'd Od the day before it said I had meaning that BD was timed perfectly again but no BFP contacted me DR so they can book me in for follicle tracking also requested to have my progesterone levels checked which they said shouldn't be an issue and will send out the blood request forms so we shall see xx roll on another month of clomid if my progesterone comes back low I'll be furious as that means I wasted four months well five including this month of clomid with no chance of a BFP due to it being low xx

 

[RedRose19]

Sorry about af hun big hugs I hope they do the bloods even for peace of mind really. Sounds like you are feeling a bit more pro active this cycle I'm sure it won't be long til you get your bfp if you tell those drs exactly what you want x

 

[RedRose19]

I was up all night getting sick not sure what from but I feel miserable in bed now but have to get up and try force something down to eat cuz Jamie is home soon from school I hope he will be relaxed

 

[krissie328]

So sorry af is here Angela.

Red- I hope you start feeling better soon.

 

[dogmommy]

I'm sorry Angela. I'm glad they are going to check your progesterone.

Red I hope you feel better. Make sure your resting as much as you need. Your body is working really hard right now.

Afm I'm 9dpo and having some slight cramping. Not sure if it means anything yet. I set up a consult next month for ivf. Really hoping I don't need it. I've been testing every morning and the tests are starting to fade. Fingers crossed they start getting dark.

 

[RedRose19]

Fingers crossed dog mommy they start getting darker! Its so hard when testing after the trigger shot!

 

[AngelaALA]

FX Dogmommy that the tests start getting darker xx so is IVF your next option too do you have to pay for it or does your insurance cover any costs xx

Red hope the sickness passes take it easy your body is going through big changes xx

 

[RedRose19]

Thanks I went back to bed once Jamie went to school and I felt better, feeling slow and heavy today.

How is everyone today?

 

[AngelaALA]

Good glad your feeling better I'm fine nothing to really report here start clomid tonight that's about it xx

 

[dogmommy]

My tests are getting lighter. 10 dpo today and more cramping. Starting to feel out. My BETA is scheduled for Saturday. And if it's negative then I move on to ivf. My insurance will pay for two rounds. I'm really trying to stay positive but with all this cramping it's got me doubtful.