gmz3- your follies are coming along nicely- fingers crossed for you hun. xxx
bumski- Oh I have quite a few expensive months ahead of me. It's my daughters 18th tomorrow- I am paying for driving lessons and to get her through her test, plus few other presents. Then there's my youngests prom- had phone call from shop so have to go pay for that. then there's all the baby stuff to buy before I even get to July!!!
So far I have bought some baby clothes (next sale 2wks ago) some small essentials- bottles etc but he does not have a pram, car seat, cot/crib, steriliser etc only thing I have bought like that is a bouncer as it was in the sale and I loved it. You bought much yet bumski?
Well things are not great with me and Oh he is playing games and I'm sick of it it has me down
Still saying he does not want baby and kicks off when I mention buying anything. He keeps saying I need to stop pushing the baby on him, that he's not here yet and I need to let him come round to the idea in his own time (i'm 6mths pregnant for gods sake!!!) He has not ONCE said he wants him and not ONCE made me feel secure
Infact the opposite keeps telling me he never wanted the baby, not what he had planned and I have ruined his life
To make things worse he was meant to have his daughter tues-wed night and he still has her now. So instead of being at his mothers 1night it has already been 3. His ex has told his daughter she does not want her to come back home at ALL- honestly she is a drunk and needs to get her act together!!! She is nearly 48yrs and she only has one child!!!
My life is such a mess