Ok so its almost 5am and ive been up all night worrying, i cant bare lying to my mum and shes looking at me funny all day so i think she knows somethings up.I wanted to be all prepared and tell her my plans when i told her the news but truth is i have no plans other than try and be a good mom and stay in school.I need her help and i need to tell her so the minute she wakes up im going to make her a cup of tea and tell her.I cant put it off or i'll lose my nerve and honestly i need a hug from her right now I know its not the best time to tell her before she heads off to work but i dont think anytime will be good to tell her.So wish me luck guys i have two hours of waiting before she wakes up and im seriously considering listening to eye of the tiger After that it'll be off to meet up with the ex then doctors so a big day ahead, heres praying it isnt too awful..