Any pregnancy I have from now on I am automatically high risk cause of it, so even though it was the most devastating news I could possibly have gotten right after loosing my girl it was also a good thing they caught it.
I loved seeing those smiley faces on the digi opks! Have some fun tonight.
I think my husbands and my relationship has been changed since we lost our daughter, we're not as close anymore and we get frustrated with one another a lot when we never really used to before, I keep telling myself it's temporary, until we get things back on track or until I've properly gotten over loosing Hannah but maybe it's not? Its a scary thought cause if things are never going to change for the better then I don't see us staying together forever, these are thoughts I have never shared or posted till now but it worries me. I find myself snapping at him over the dumbest things and I don't want to, I try to stop myself but sometimes I can't then I start to get mad and resent the fact that he doesn't help out at home etc and things just snow ball. We've been through a lot in the time we've been married dealing with the infertility and our loss it's definitely taken it's toll. I just hope there's a light at the end of the tunnel, this new baby that I am hopefully going to be blessed with in the coming weeks is what I'm pinning all my hope on in terms of our relationship. I know people who aren't in a steady relationship really have to think hard about bringing a baby into the world but I just want to say thats not us, there is plenty of love between us, I don't know what I'd do if I lost him, it's just with the stress of everything and the fertility meds making me feel miserable and zapping my sex life things have been harder then usual and it sucks and I'm ready for A BIG HAPPY CHANGE, so that we can go on being happy again.
Sorry for the long post, just thought I'd share since others were having man troubles.
urghhhhhhh i feel so stuck xxx
I'm so sorry you are going thru this now and I hope you both can resolve it.
Hope there is something you can do to try and work through it, otherwise I think you'd be better off without him.
I know the main part is the stress of living with my mum at the moment, she's a bit crazy sometimes and OH gets so stressed and down with her, she expects us to do everything in the house and if we don't she shouts and rants. She doesn't do anything (she has bad eczema) so we have to do it, but OH doesn't let me do anything so he washes up, cleans bathrooms, hoovers etc so I can understand how he gets so stressed. I'm planning a surprise getaway for us next month 
I'm telling you, those developers had some funny tricks up their sleeves!
I so totally have made a baby. I can just tell 
