I have an update on my situation... I just came back from my follicle check, on cd 13, and this is my 3rd cycle of clomid. Sadly, my ultrasound didnt go well. Doc said my right ovarie is just hangin there, and my left one showed small follicles but nothing that could cause ovulation or release an egg.
to add to my disappointment, he found fluid in my uterus. Who knows how long it has been there. he thinks i could have ruptured a polyp.
I will be going back next thursday to check my follicles again, and the fluid. If the fluid is still there, i have to have a d&c. If my follicles havent changed, the doc mentioned putting me on a higher dose of clomid, but not until the fluid is resolved in my uterus.
I am exhausted, and heartbroken. I feel like im failing my husband because I cant give him a baby. All we want is a baby together that we dont have to share with anyone else. is that so much to ask??
Sweetie don't ever feel like your failing you husband. If he had the problems with fertility would you place blame on him? No, youd love him and face whatever you two needed to do. In a marriage you face things together, and come out stronger in the end. Some of us have a longer journey to children than most. It's unfortunate. I'm sorry you are having a hard time
sending you positive thoughts!
Today i am even MORE confused!!! I ended up at the doctor this morning because my contact cut my eye in my sleep, the doc did the usual exam and went over my uterus, it hurt when he pushed. he asked if i was pregnant. I told him about my ultrasound, and he told me that I could actually be pregnant, and that the fluid could be related to that, and that if im not very far along, the egg wouldnt show up on the ultrasound. So, I now have been obsessing and going back over my cycle. What I THOUGHT was IB last month, could have actually been af coming a couple days early. I started bleeding exactly 14 days later after taking the provera, but it was just light spotting, so that could have actually been me ovulating!
it has now been 14 days since the last spotting episode, i took a preg test, it was neg, but im hoping the doc will do a blood test on me. The doc I saw yesterday wants to do a D&C but if there is a chance that im pregnant, i dont want to go through with it. Honestly, I was having dizzy spells etc and thought i was pregnant. So this may explain why the cycle of clomid didnt work haha. I will keep you posted. I dont want to get my hopes up, but i am clinging on