RaineyMama, I hope too, but I cant sit around and wait anymore either. I spent a lot of time worrying about it, but after the last picc line I felt great, so it was easy to make myself believe it was all over lol. Until I started running a fever again, then it was back to the doc for me. Its been rough with the kids at times, especially until the meds kick in. I feel tired and run down a lot, but it makes for great snuggle time. I took last year off from coaching (bowling,baseball) because I just didnt have the energy. But baseball season started a few weeks ago and Ive been doing fine. When my symptoms start to appear its important for me to start a new round of antibiotics very quickly, or else I go down hill fast. The worst part is the cough..sounds like i have TB it is so bad. But out of all the doctors that I have (all the ones that cant agree or figure it out) there are two that I can run to for meds with no issues, which def helps. Once the antibiotics kick in its normally about ten days before my symptoms subside. The only problem is my temps tend to show the infection still kicking which is why I havent really done the bbt charting. hard to temp when your body is fighting an unknown virus, and the last two months have been just that
. But, I am staying positive and trying to temp this cycle, so we will see if I can get a good idea of what else my body is doing lol. My mom is totally against me ttc, but I did get an ok from my PCP, and she is fully aware of what is going on. Dealing with my boys has been difficult at times only because I miss having the energy to go and do as much as I use too, but as I said, the last few months have been pretty great....even despite still being on antibiotics. During the worst of it last year, before I got picc line #2 my eight year old came up to me and asked if I was dying and just not telling him. Now THAT broke my heart. Trying to explain to them what is going on when I myself didnt/dont understand was hard, but we manage pretty well. i changed my work schedule to almost nothing so that I can be home with them more, and that is working out very very well for all of us.
I tried to post my chart however im not having any luck with it. Advice? Im using ff
CD1=temp 96.2, CD2=96.8, CD3=97.3
My cm is kind of like water, and someone what creamy. yesterday I had a little bit of ewcm. I'm soooo but sooo ready to be over with this cycle!
arrived around 15 minutes after my last post, I felt like crying but literally had to leave to go to work which is probably a good thing. Did try and post yesterday but stupid internet went down and I lost my message so gave up. I guess the 7 negative pregnancy tests I'd taken were real then! It was my shortest cycle yet with only 24 days (AF arrived only 11 dpo - maybe not even allowing enough time for implantation, hope that doesn't happen again). Now on CD 3 back on EPO, grapefruit juice. It is such a drama trying to get DH to BD at the right time I dread my fertile window and get very anxious in the days leading up to it. I just wish it would happen already so the pressure is off. I got him some MORE medication to try but I don't hold out much hope as he gets terrible side effects from them all. He is off work with a shoulder injury at the moment so I'm hoping that might help this month. On to cycle 8...
wish me luck!
