I'm not in my 2ww

but that's because I don't really know where I am in my cycle, but I am getting period cramps and very bloated and weepy at the moment, so maybe I'm on the run up to af, which is almost exactly a month after the light bleed I had in July (the first bleed I'd had in 7 months), which can only be a good thing, right?
I've got weigh in today, but I think I've put on weight since I last saw the Nurse as had loads of stuff going on and the diet just seems to have gone out the window until the past few days after seeing my cousin's lo and being reminded why I'm doing this in the first place
Hope everyone else is doing ok