Things I cannot say out loud....

[rainbowbaby2]

im so sorry broken

 

[StarlitHome]

*hugs* Broken

 

[Bartness]

*hugs* broken

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

It still doesn't feel real, even after sleeping on it.

How can I not be pregnant anymore?

Thank you all so much for your kind words & support. I've really started to think of this thread as our own little support group. We know so much about each other & our families.

So yeah, thank you all. I'm probs not making much sense. Its hard to form a coherent thought today.

Hope everyone is okay.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

broken

 

[Natsku]

I think of this as our support group too

 

[Fergie]

If i didn't have this wee group to moan with i'd go nuts .

 

[tanya]

Id have cracked up by now lol, when fil was sick and after he'd gone I managed to be strong for dh, mil and sil because I knew that I could break down on here and no one would mind.
I don't even come on b&b anymore but I come here and to one other thread.

 

[x Michelle x]

I'm so sorry broken

Hayden I love you but the lack of sleep is driving me insane. It's 3am and you've woken your sister and now I'm downstairs with you both. In a few weeks Tabitha is going to my mums and we've made the hard decision to sleep train you. I cry everyday out of frustration and tiredness, it's not fair on any of us. I feel like a crap mummy that you won't sleep I can't go on like this, none of us can. I know babies don't sleep but you need to learn to go more than 3 hours without then having to be awake for the next 2 I don't know what else to do or how else to figure this out? I've tried everything and I can't function on 4 hours broken sleep, it's tearing me apart. I'm so down just now, I'm even contemplating going to see the doctor about anti depressants but I know it's not depression, I know it's tiredness

 

[Natsku]

hope the sleep training goes ok

 

[Lettuce]

Michelle, I've been there and didn't have a toddler too! don't feel bad about sleep training!

Broken, I wish I could make you feel better.

girls. When something happens to me I know I can come here and not be judged. thank you xx

 

[Ozzieshunni]

to all!

DH: Thank you for saving up behind my back and getting me an Ipad 2 for my birthday/christmas HOWEVER just because I use the kitchen more than you do does not give you the excuse of not helping do the dishes and tidying up.

 

[Fergie]

My false tooth has just fallen out and i can't even get a hold of a dentist til Tuesday. I HATE YOU PUBLIC HOLIDAYS . I'm terrified i get another abscess in it and my pancreas kicks off cause i know i'll get hauled into anti natal and kept in . I hate my bloody teeth. Everytime i'm pregnant they fall apart. I'd be better off with falsers .

@Broken, I hope you're okay hun

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Wooo for christmas prezzie Ozzie. The OH is buying me an xbox 360

I saw about your tooth on fb Fergie. Can you not see an emergency dentist? That really sucks

Today, is just... I dunno. Today I guess.

 

[Fergie]

Sadly not broken. Unless im in agony, my face swells up or i can't eat, it's not classed as an emergency and the snotty nosed receptionist wouldn't even tell me how to keep it clean or that. The last time it abscessed i had to get my gum cut and drained and i never want to go through that again EVER. I just have to hope it stays okay until Tuesday.

hun, it's still raw, just take each day as it comes

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Fergie

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Big Fergie. That's horrible. I HATE HATE HATE dentist receptionists. Little hitlers.

 

[tanya]

I've had problems with my teeth for years since I was a kid, about six years ago I went to the dentist and told them enough was enough and demanded they pull all my remaining teeth, which eventually they agreed. Having them removed up to six at a time over a few weeks wasn't fun and neither was the month with no teeth while waiting for my dentures (I went to a christening and the baby had more teeth than me!!) but I've never looked back. It was the best decision I could have made I had so much more confidence, I'll never have toothache again and never have to have the needle in the gum.
It's unusual to have a full denture at 23 but its great.

 

[CazM 2011]

Today is shit, I am shit, Emma deserves better. She has cried since she got up at 9 this morning, my house is so unclean we have excess flies, I can't cope doing everything!! OH wasn't meant to work past 11.30 am we were going to have a lovely day and take Emma swimming this afternoon for the first time, but he got more hours at work which is great for money but he is working tomorrow too and next Saturday, when he comes in from work he sits down and goes to sleep, i get no help, barely holds Emma, dosn't change nappies, I feed her tea, I clean her up, I get her bathed and changed, I stay up till upto1am to get her to sleep, then I get up every 2 hours in the night till she gets up. i have done every night feed, I feel like a single parent to 2 kids most days, he gets 7 hours full sleep minimum every night, an hour or more sleep of an afternoon, and he's so dam messy. I swore at Emma this afternoon, I honestly feel like such a crappy mom right now.

 

[CazM 2011]

Oh and I feel awful as I had to put her down and I went outside for a breather and lit up one of OH fags, I don't smoke anymore, haunt really since before I was pregnant, stupid woman.