Things I cannot say out loud....

[Fergie]

RAGING !

OH's ex ... I swear, pregnant or not, i will knock you flying. Karma will come round and bite you right on the arse if there is any justice in this world.

SS you can ignore me as much as you like, but i am not running after you. If you don't want to speak to me then that's fine, we'll just sit in silence again for another weekend.

OH i love you .

(and it's me that's preggers not her )

 

[tanya]

*tmi*
In a few days I'll start my diet. (Got meals out and decorating planned in the next couple of days, I'll start after)
My goal will not be a mythical number on the scale, nor will it be a randomly chosen sized pair of jeans, not even the ability to run round after Flynn without getting out of breath no my objective for this diet is to be able to have a shower without having to carefully dry and powder under large flaps of fatty flesh. I had the overhanging belly before I even got pregnant. It's disproportionatly large I think for my size and rests on my thighs when I sit. This tummy has haunted me day and night for yearsit causes me to need larger sized trousers to fit it in unless I let it hang over the front in which case it can often be see. Poking out from under my shirt.
I hate that bit of tummy.
I want to not need to spray anti perspirant under flaps of myself.
I'd like to be able to run naked without giving myself an involuntary round of applause.
I want to cut that part of me off and just throw it away.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Best of luck with your diet Tanya! We're all behind you willing you to succeed!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Tanya!

 

[Lettuce]

Tanya! You go girl! Right behind you.

 

[Natsku]

Good luck Tanya!

Yay Fergie, hope you can stay off those ciggies!

Feeling sad Had a lovely few days visiting my BF's family - Maria had a great time and everyone loved her - but he has to stay there and work and I don't know how much we'll see him from now on Maria is going to miss him so much

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Aww Nats.

Right you.... fucking WITCH!

You've crossed then line now, you jumped up little child. You will NEVER walk in my house again.

If you see Josh it will be at other peoples houses and as infrequently as possible.

Running off to tell tales on my to my grandad...who is now not talking to me. How dare you!!

And to everyone else that thinks they can fall out with me, talk smack about me & still fawn over my son... think again!

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Is it to much to ask that just one day of the year I get spoilt just a tiny bit???

 

[Ozzieshunni]

rainbow

Hey! It's almost time for your LO to come Now, if he's born on Nov 22nd that will be awesome. Only cool people are born on the 22nd

Alex, you are a wee star. I see all these toddlers crying and pushing and shoving and you're totally mellow just playing happily

 

[Natsku]

I wish my BF didn't have to be so far away for work They're negotiating some big contracts so he might have to stay there for ages. He asked me to move in with him there but I can't move now cos of the court case

 

[CazM 2011]

Rainbow, *hugs* hope you feel better xxxx

Ozzie, it must be nice to see him playing so nicely and it's a result in how you are raising him!!

Emma, baby, please start sleeping better, you have never been the best sleeper in the world but we have come through it with co-sleeping etc. but this new idea that you take 3 hours to get to sleep and then wake up 20 minutes after you are in bed, you almost crawled off the bed twice, it's unsafe for you in bed now. Please stop getting up every 2 hours, I love you but I'm at the end of my tether and your dad has gone to work with so little sleep I'm worried about the drive back!

OH you did we'll looking after LO on Sunday while I was so ill but don't think you did my job, I still BF her all day, then I also looked after her while you went for a dozen fags through the day when I could barely stop myself passing out, you also did nothing around he house, it took me an hour and a half to clean up from Sunday!! You also 'forgot' to feed Emma proper food apart from her easy snack I told you where to get it. I want to hug to for looking after her but slap you for thinking you did what I do and did the best job ever!!

Yourself, get your arse into gear and get on Zumba on the wii, 4 pounds lost only 20 pounds to go till you are under the BMI limit and no consultants threats next pregnancy (probably crazy for thinking of another but I practically get up as much as with a newborn)

One last thing MIL you are missing my daughters 1st birthday for a selfish holiday you can't afford don't dare say you don't see her enough and don't ask us for money, using you heating allowance for a holiday is wrong and we are still paying off your dam debt for the next 40 years as you won't sort it out with us, you selfish cow!!!

That was longer than I thought sorry, but I feel better xxx

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

to rainbow and Nats.

Ozzie that's so nice. You must be so proud.

AF... Thank you for actually arriving. Was beginning to get scared I was pregnant again. But in the middle of Leeds... When I have no bag with me... Really!? That's uncalled for.

OHs mum... Don't dare try and make out your the victim in this... I lost my child you selfish witch! This is not about you!!

Next week... Please pass quickly. I should be having my first scan & it's killing me that I'm not

OH well done on the job! I'm so proud baby! Have a great first day!

Josh... You are so wonderful! I love you so much!

 

[StarlitHome]

Freaking tsunami sirens. ARGH.

No worries we're going to be fine here, but the earthquake this afternoon in Northern BC (Canada) is sending 5-foot (reported) waves to our state. We're not in an evac zone and we'll be fine but...

Scary noise, those sirens.

 

[Lettuce]

Oh god starlit, that must be scary, big hugs

Moving into my mils today for five weeks.... God help us!

 

[luci and bump]

Starlit, that must be horrible!! Hope everyone in the evac zones gets out safely!

Good luck lettuce! I can't imagine living with my MIL!

OH-You are a lazy excuse for a human being! You complain endlessly about being tired, yet it's me who gets up in the night with the baby, and it's me who gets up hours earlier than you with the baby! Yes, you go out to work, but I spend all day with a baby who only naps for about 30 mins at a time! So tell me, when am I supposed to sleep?
And, damn right I'm not gonna let you go to the cinema with your sisters tonight, while I yet again sit at home with OUR baby! I haven't done anything without our baby since she was born, and she's 5 months now! You have been out drinking, you have gone to a music festival, and you play football every monday. Tell me, when is my time?
And then you get home from work last night, and tell me that you're going to be starting MMA training again friday nights?! So thats 9-5 mon-fri at work, monday nights, fri nights, and sat and sun nights that you're busy!!! Soooo pissed off right now!!

 

[Lettuce]

That's so not on Luci! is there something you would like to do? I found my only way to get some sanity was to tell him "I'm going out on Tuesday" and just leave him to it.

We've finished breastfeeding, over 16months, I still feel it's not enough, but I'm also kinda glad. She's not looking for it, it's been painless. But still emotional about it.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Luci that's just not on at all!! I agree with lettuce.

Lettuce... You've done really well. 16 months is great! She has self weaned & that's the best thing. be really proud of yourself!

 

[Emmy1987]

Lettuce you have done fantastically!

Myself - just because you have not bought a new nappy in two weeks does not mean you can spend the last few pounds you have left on one..... *slaps hand* stop looking!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

I feel like such a bitch but...

Gee it must be so nice to go out at 7 stay out til gone 3am & not be even awake at midday.

And yes it was very nice of you to invite me after I asked... But I'd have had to come home... And get up at 6 with Josh.

Must be nice to have a child AND a social life.

I'm such a selfish bitch! But I'm so jealous!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Aww lettuce we are still going lol. I'd kinda like him to stop!