cowboys angel
new mama & wife and ttc#2
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To DH:
I don't believe you that you will actually quit smoking this time. I'm sorry, I really want to. I need to. I feel like a bad wife, cuz I don't believe you. I know this time you're taking anti anxiety meds and have a plan, etc, but you've "tried to quit" so many times....I know you truly want to, but with your stress level from work and baby mama, I just don't think you can do it.I'm sorry love, I truly do love you no matter what.
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I know how you feel. My DH says he's going to quit all of the time. Still doesn't. It's an expensive habit.
Yeah. I wanna believe him this time, he talked to a doctor and got anti anxiety meds, and has cut back so much. versus a pack or so a day, a pack now lasts him 2-3 days. I'm so proud of him and I tell him that all the time. But he's sworn to me up and down over and over he would quit....I can't even get mad cuz I understand it's an addiction, he can't fully control it. And he has a very stressful job, and a crazy ass ex. But I can't keep totally and fully believing him, and then feeling hurt when he fails, so this time, I'm not holding my breath.