Think I belong here :-( :-( been a long(ish)road and now this

[xloulabellex]

Hey guys,

Been TTC #2 for a year.. Not ovulating naturally. After a year of appointments (internals, ultrasounds, blood tests, X-rays.....) thy prescribed me clomid. One cycle and nothing. Second cycle I had to take a break as that was when they were X-raying my ovaries so they said just wait til we've done that.
3 days after X-ray I ovulated naturally for the first time in a year!! I guess the clomid kick started my body! Had bloods to confirm ovulation.. They were 'borderline' but judging by my clear blue ovulation sticks.. I did infect ovulate.
Over the moon ... Even more so at the fact I conceived that cycle! Amazing! Meant to be? Miracle? Happy!

Except I didn't feel like something was right. Gut instinct maybe? Asked my consultant for betas.. They were quite low.
4w 1d - 62.
4w 3d - 104
5w - 355.

Not massive progress. Consultant doesn't have much hope.
Then yesterday, 5w 3d, I start cramping and spotting/bleeding brown & pink.
Still continuing today

I wander if my 'borderline' ovulation meant my eggs weren't very good/matured???

Feel so numb. it's not fair.

 

[boobear2872]

The egg wont ovulate its mature. Yiur numbers are up and bleeding and cramping both normal with some people. I would hold out to see if ur numbers do go down. Ill be thinking about yiu hun. Hoping u have a sticky bun xx

 

[Blu10]

Please dont lose faith yet this happened to me at 5 weeks and was told i may be losing my baby, went back 2 weeks later and baby was measuring bang on schedule with a hb. I had a massive bright red bled at 10 weeks and Im still spotting now and i had a perfect dating scan this week, baby is really active and looks fine. Ive also had 2 previous miscarriages. Good luck. X

 

[xloulabellex]

Am bright red bleeding and horrific pain now

Think it's happening! Xxx

 

[Blu10]

Oh no!!!! Big hugs chick x

 

[boobear2872]

Really bic hugs. Whatever the outcome. We will all be here for you through this. Thinking about you.