Hey Girls,
First of all fab news to Babee - you must be feeling brill!!
Laubull - How are you feeling after BFP?? You must be soo happy!
Garfie - Really hope you get the answers to your questions, they def should be testing you, if for nothing else to put your mind at ease.
Khloee - Thinking of you and remember we are all here
Mannymoo - Hope you feel better soon, food posioning is horrible.
Lou/Cheryl - Hope you guys are doing ok
PopTart - We miss you
AFM - I am still in total limbo though have big feeling that AF is right around corner. Got another faint positive this morning but it is really slow to show up and I am not convinced it is showing up in the 10 minute window so not really reading too much into it. Also it only shows up with FMU, just did another and def BFN. I have a headache today too which is usual sign the AF on way. Also for the second day in a row when I go to the loo about 10am I have a slight touch of red (VERY slight) on wiping but nowt else all day. Ususally before I get AF I get more brown spotting and its definitely more in volume so not sure really.
Burst into tears last night to DH about how down I feel that I should have been having a baby this week if things have worked out and here I am in total limbo. He was understanding but I got frustrated and defensive when he said not much an then explained that he doesn't know what to say.

I feel so alone sometimes and glad i have you guys but it's not like having someone in front of you to talk to. DH tries but I honestly don't think guys can really understand what we are going through.
So I am in the waiting game and just wish it would swing one way or another. I am 11DPO so will get my answer by weekend I am sure. I just wish AF would arrive and go so that I could get back to trying again. Dh did say that he would be kinda happy if AF does come as it will give me good clear out of that makes sense and we will be back to TTC from scratch and I will know when last AF was etc. I kinda understand what he means, it just all seems to take sooo long.
I am the most impatient person in the world lol
Anyway going with the thought that AF is coming and I am not PG and anything else is a bonus.
Thought would offload anyway. Thanks girls, you really are a great support when i am feeling quite alone
Oh and I have to go with my two friends tonight to meet my other friends new baby, great timing eh

xx