Good afternoon ladies, x
I am sorry for the large gap since I last checked in been having a tough time lately and didnt want to put a downer on you all.
Before I update on whats been happening with me, I wanted to say its been nice to see more newbees on here, welcome and im keeping my fingers crossed for you all. To all my original third time lucky ladies, Ive missed you all and soo glad your all doing well
Ok so here goes ive put this off for soo long but need to let you know what happened since I checked in last time.
Ok so ive been suffering really badly with sickness and tiredness, sore boobs and not being able to get much done due to feeling and being faint, so as snothing much has changed from that i wanted to just get on with each day and not bother you all with the same old things.
Also as you know I went for my early scan which was all ok and they even let us hear the strong heatbeat which was ace as it made it real that i was pregnant....
Since then the last week or so ive been getting nervous and been really bad as I went for another check up scan (they have booked a few in due to the two mc's in my past and are keeping a closer eye on thing than usual)
Well to keep things brief it didnt go quite to plan and ive spent the last week going to and from hospital and ive got my last in a series of tests and a final scan with a consultant tomorrow at 11 at which we will be told one of two things:
1. thumbs up = this pregnancy is ok to continue but we'll monitor you closly due to your history or
2. thumbs down = that sadly things have not improved and the prognosis is bad and we have to terminate it!!!!!
So I hope you all understand why ive been quiet and taken time away from updating you as its all been alittle too much and tomorrow will either be ok but mean a nervous few more months of checks or will feel for me like the end of the world....
Luckily I now dont have long to wait before I get my answer Im just hoping its the one my hubby and I really want.....
Its also been hard as my DH is away alot this time of year luckily hes been home this week but is away again from monday for another week so we are hoping things have improved and the consultant has good news for us...
So please can you keep your fingers crossed for me as im soo lost at the moment I can hardly function properly. Really struggling to stay positive right now as ive been through sooo much already this year and am struggling to even comprehend that we may have to terminate this pregnancy, it will kill me.....I Just need it to be 11am tomorrow so I know either way and can get on with what needs to be done as the waiting is just horrible.....
So please forgive me if I havent asked after you all individually its taking the most concentration to just write this without breaking down again...
But just before I go I still wanted to say congratulations to all the ladies who have got their wonderful BFP's since I was last here and our lovely pregnant ladies are doing well and managing with all the symptoms ok.
Look after yourselves and I will let you know how tomorrow goes once what ever happens has sunk in alittle and I know how to explain it all to you ok.
Im sorry my first update for a while is not more positive but I wanted to give you alittle information about whats been happening with me and why ive been awol for awhile, xxxxx
Ok I will speak soon, Love to you all, xxxxx
I am sorry for the large gap since I last checked in been having a tough time lately and didnt want to put a downer on you all.
Before I update on whats been happening with me, I wanted to say its been nice to see more newbees on here, welcome and im keeping my fingers crossed for you all. To all my original third time lucky ladies, Ive missed you all and soo glad your all doing well
Ok so here goes ive put this off for soo long but need to let you know what happened since I checked in last time.
Ok so ive been suffering really badly with sickness and tiredness, sore boobs and not being able to get much done due to feeling and being faint, so as snothing much has changed from that i wanted to just get on with each day and not bother you all with the same old things.
Also as you know I went for my early scan which was all ok and they even let us hear the strong heatbeat which was ace as it made it real that i was pregnant....
Since then the last week or so ive been getting nervous and been really bad as I went for another check up scan (they have booked a few in due to the two mc's in my past and are keeping a closer eye on thing than usual)
Well to keep things brief it didnt go quite to plan and ive spent the last week going to and from hospital and ive got my last in a series of tests and a final scan with a consultant tomorrow at 11 at which we will be told one of two things:
1. thumbs up = this pregnancy is ok to continue but we'll monitor you closly due to your history or
2. thumbs down = that sadly things have not improved and the prognosis is bad and we have to terminate it!!!!!
So I hope you all understand why ive been quiet and taken time away from updating you as its all been alittle too much and tomorrow will either be ok but mean a nervous few more months of checks or will feel for me like the end of the world....
Luckily I now dont have long to wait before I get my answer Im just hoping its the one my hubby and I really want.....
Its also been hard as my DH is away alot this time of year luckily hes been home this week but is away again from monday for another week so we are hoping things have improved and the consultant has good news for us...
So please can you keep your fingers crossed for me as im soo lost at the moment I can hardly function properly. Really struggling to stay positive right now as ive been through sooo much already this year and am struggling to even comprehend that we may have to terminate this pregnancy, it will kill me.....I Just need it to be 11am tomorrow so I know either way and can get on with what needs to be done as the waiting is just horrible.....
So please forgive me if I havent asked after you all individually its taking the most concentration to just write this without breaking down again...
But just before I go I still wanted to say congratulations to all the ladies who have got their wonderful BFP's since I was last here and our lovely pregnant ladies are doing well and managing with all the symptoms ok.
Look after yourselves and I will let you know how tomorrow goes once what ever happens has sunk in alittle and I know how to explain it all to you ok.
Im sorry my first update for a while is not more positive but I wanted to give you alittle information about whats been happening with me and why ive been awol for awhile, xxxxx
Ok I will speak soon, Love to you all, xxxxx
They are so so nothing I'm wondering if even worth thinking about, have had nothing else at all. Prior to mc I always had build up to af few days before and so far not had this but keep expecting it! We will see what tomorrow brings, figured will just keep testing daily till I'm sure af here! Then back to start but hey ho! I believe what's for you won't pass you by suppose xxx
hope you are taking it easy 
