It isn't that he's totally not on board I guess.. he's afraid of twins partly. And he's not convinced there is anything wrong with me. He's sure it took almost a year for me to get pregnant because of birth control pills having messed up my cycles and since I'm having periods now, he thinks everything is fine. If she says that's what we need to do, he will be okay I think.. he says they shouldn't have said PCOS before. And I haven't been tested for it, either. He wants me to wait patiently because it happened once, it will happen again.. but he's worried about twins, too. He swears he only wants one child, and I'm thinking not more than two but will decide after I have one living child.. we can cross that bridge later. Getting pregnant and having another baby at this point will help me in a few ways. It will satisfy my need to be a mama and help in the healing process with our son. I am at terms with his death. We wont know why. We can't understand it. I know that. I accept that. It doesn't mean that I don't miss him or cry sometimes, but I can't bring him back or stay in that place in my life. I have to move forward, but for me, I have this terror that it wont happen again, that he was my only chance, and he's gone.. so to stay sane, I at least have to know if things are broken and how to fix them.
Speaking of twins, I saw a thing in babble.com about a guy whose wife had in vitro and they got pregnant with twins and they were mad. I tried to read it, but it made me mad and cry so I quit. Jerks. I think someone posted a link to it here recently actually .. unbelievable.
good luck!
Absolutely gutted!!!
and don't worry about not seeing the line hun. 
