Hi ladies! I've been pretty MIA.... just decided to stop letting TTC consume me (well... TRY to stop letting it lol). Of course it's still on my mind, but the past few months i've let it consume every part of me and have had absolutely NO motivation for anything else. I can't let that happen- I still need to be motivated to live a happy and fulfilling life even though I don't have my baby I want so bad... YET. I know it will happen, it has to, and until then i'm just going to enjoy my life and the freedom I have now, because although I will be happy when it becomes limited due to pregnancy/baby- I want to ENJOY it right now!
Idk if that makes any sense. I've just been depressed recently, not doing anything with myself except moping about on the computer, etc and dreaming about my baby. I kicked ass yesterday waking up early and cleaning the house, shampooing carpets, etc. and felt SO good about myself and what I have accomplished. I need to keep that positivity up instead of feeling like a failure every month AF shows. I'm good for more than just baby making! Lol
Hope you all are doing well