If it makes you feel any better, we worked our butts off on Kendons nursery and he sleeps in my arms every night! lol- Who knows when I'll actually put him in there to sleep!! I know you are sad and tired and all that but I promise you will get the biggest high on life the second that baby arrives, it wont last. "And this too shall pass " =) =)
Afm, been super busy with 2 boys! FINALLY not hurting too bad from the csection anymore!! Can get in and out of bed again without wincing in pain, and not relying on my meds anymore, although I still take some when I overdo it and start hurting :/ Kendon has gotten extremely spoiled, had no idea they could get so spoiled so soon!! He has his nights and days mixed up and sleeps super hard during the day and very lightly at night, during the day i have to wake him to feed him so that my boobs dont explode, and at night hes waking me every hr to 2 hrs to nurse! Its pretty exhausting, and Im not sure quite how to get him back flipped the other way on his nights and days... i cant complain though, bc in a year or more, ill be really missing these breastfeeding days and will want to go back in time to them, so im trying to enjoy even the sleepless nights with my sweet little man.
On the other hand, Kylar is doing EXTREMELY well. He basically just decided to potty train himself when we got home with Kendon, and he wears underwear all day now, with hardly any accidents! Which is so weird bc I always thought the older sibling regressed when the new baby came! But hey, not going to complain !! He is just totally in love with Kendon, and he talks to him in this cute little baby voice and says "Oh Kendon, you are just SO cute!!!" LOL !!