Hi ladies

busy busy week!
Kylar- yes I remember were all turkey testers

lol I had a crazy dream last night. And u were in it. So weird but I dreamt that I called to talk to you about baby stuff. How crazy lol
Love- yay for sitting up! They're all growing up so fast.
Brandy- THRILLED to hear you're moved and settling in! And yay for goo jobs!
Mrsm and Kiki- FX'D tightly for you!! This could be it for you!
Dee- where r u at in your cycle? I've been taking some maca again this cycle so hopefully that induces o. I've already noticed a BIG increase in cm.
Afm I don't mind waiting till after Xmas. A Xmas bfp would be great! But the drs office called me yesterday and now want to schedule the leip. Grr.. It's always changing. So I'm just going to do it and be done with it. Frustrating but that's scheduled at the end of the month. Then I'm going to an actual fertility specialist and maybe look at clomid or seeing if any tubes are blocked. Idk what all I'll have to do but I'm frustrated with it so much right now.
Another one of my friends is expecting her 2nd now. Just found out yesterday. So that's 3 of my close friends that are pg my cousin just gave birth to her 2nd and another one of my friends just had her 3rd. I'm happy for them because it's so exciting but I dont even "like" their status announcements anymore. Is that bad? I kind of resent them because by the time we have kids all of theirs are going to be half grown.

so I'm holding on to a thread of hope that my twin and I get pg close together.
It's so bad to have such a double view on it. Here I am with you ladies who I consider close friends and whenever we get a bfp here it's so exciting and we're all so happy for eachother!
But my friends I see on a daily basis and but just decide to get pg and get it the first month.. I'm just tired of it. Am I horrible?
On to pma I am still very happy for them and their bundles of joy.
Dh and I were talking about it last night and he is so cute. He snuggled up to me and put his hand on my tummy and said.. Well we could always have a food baby

let's go get some dinner, his treat. We don't really share money. Both seem to have more of it combined that way lol. Friends and family say it's weird. But it's what we do
