TMI (picture) please please help!!!

[Natty_babez]

I'm hoping I get a rainbow baby soon to I'm dying to do a test but will resist fingers crossed you'll get yours soon as well 😄

Aah yeah that's a point I'm quite lucky I've been with my employer ages so I get so many months full pay and then it drops to halfy full pay finishes in Novemeber so I have a few weeks to decide what I'm gonna do

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[Kandl123]

Just keep away from those pregnancy tests whenever you go shopping! Haha. I'm sure if you really want to wait you'll resist.

I've been with my employer 8 years but get nothing .. What you get for working for a company that's tight with money.

How was your night away?
Ccc

 

[Natty_babez]

I've got some cheap Amazon ones but I think it'll be to early to test now but I'll try try try to resist the temptation !! I feel like some of my symtoms have gone I've still got a bad headache but my boobs don't feel sore or anything anymore so I'm thinking it was all on my head. I've downloaded a free app called fertility friend on my I phone and it charts everything it seems really good.

What do you do as a job Hun ? I'm quite lucky with my employer I've been with them nearly 9 years so get sick pay and then it drops to half pay before it goes to nothing. My boss isn't very nice but the company is fab.

My night was really nice it was nice to have a catch up with my sister in law and her husband and little girl and no one mentioned the mc which I'm thankful for

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

Maybe they were symptoms of ovulation or your af coming? Or maybe it could be pregnancy. Either way my fingers are crossed for you. I'm going to have a look at that app now and download it myself, I was thinking of using ovulation kits but I've no idea how they work

As a job, I'm a supervisor in retail. Not the best of jobs but it works around my daughter. Least you have a good company behind you and you know you've all the time you need to take until you feel ready to go back

Glad you enjoyed your night away, maybe it's what you needed. To get out of looking at same 4 walls and some adult company
Xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

It's a good job Hun better than not having one at all 😄 fingers crossed they'll be ok with you and understand your situation anyone with any kind of heart would be silly not to !!

The app is really helping me once your period shows up I bet it'll be easy to see when you'll ovulate and get that special rainbow baby you deserve 💗 I think I ovulated last weekend so my period will be or should be coming soon I'm just hoping she won't show but I think maybe the symptoms were showing that it's on it's way arghh just trying to not let myself get stressed out about it as I know it'll happen when it's meant to be

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[Kandl123]

I'm off to doctors tomorrow to get a sick note to cover me for last week, although I won't get paid it'll shut some people up I work with. But I won't be letting the doctor out real reason why I've been off.. I'll ask her to put "medical issues" or something along the lines.

Could be pregnancy symptoms, could be the witches symptoms.. But I really hope it's the first one for you. I just wish my bleeding would stop and I wish my period would hurry up and come (never thought I'd hear myself say that!). No don't stress yourself although it's easier said than done. Take it steady, and try stay calm. When your body is ready it will happen. Which for you, I hope is very soon , you deserve your happiness xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

Yeah that's a good idea Hun it's no one else business !! When do you have to be back in work now ?

Aw thank you Hun that's lovely I'm hoping you get your af and then you can start trying again to would be lovely to be pregnant at the same time 😄 just dropped my little girl of for her first day at school n I'm a mess haha luckily there was a little girl she already knew so she was fine but I miss her already it's to quiet

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

I'm currently sat in doctors now waiting to be seen. I'm back in work tomorrow. Not looking forward to it still though. Every time I leave house I feel like everyone is staring at me thinking "that's her that had a miscarriage"

It would be nice, compare pregnancy symptoms and notes and bumps . How you feeling been home alone? You plan to do anything today or not? Either way I hope you're okay, least you know your little girl is happy and making lots of new friends xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

How was the doctor with you Hun ? I have bad anxiety so always feel like that it's horrible isn't it it does get easier though I've tried my hardest to keep busy and not think about missing my little girl today and also didn't want to stop and sit still coz then my mind would wander to my mc again. I'm gonna have the cleanest house around at least haha !!

She's had a fab day at school though she said it's loads better than nursery so that's a good sign

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

She was brilliant. She asked me how I was and how I felt. I told her exactly how I felt. She asked about work, and it I wanted more time off. I said I do, but I need to go back. She's told me she doesn't think I'm fit for work yet and signed me off until Friday. & yes it's a horrible feeling 😞

It's quite hard to keep busy all the te isn't it, only so much housework we can do. Definitely going to start decorating soon haha.

Glad she's had a good time. Was she tired when she got in? My little on was fast asleep on sofa for 6pm xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

That's good atleast you've got a few more days of just use it to relax 😉 how's your bleeding is it stopping ?

My little girl was so tired I managed to keep her awake till bedtime coz I knew she wouldn't sleep at night for me if she fell asleep before bedtime so took her to the park haha she said she loved it though and keeps asking is it time to go now just hope she carries on liking it ha. Did your little girl have a good day ?

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

It's pretty much come to a stop now yes, just spotting. Finally!

Aww, bless her what time does she normally go to bed? They'll probably be tired for first few weeks until they get used to it. Glad she likes it, it makes you feel so much better in yourself doesn't it when you know they enjoy it, rather than having to force them to go. My little girl also enjoyed it thankyou, I knew she would though as all through the holidays she kept on asking "how many more sleeps until school mummy" xx

 

[Natty_babez]

Oh that's good hopefully it will stop then you'll get your AF and then be able to start all over again eek exciting times ahead !!!

She's normally in bed for about half 7 but last night she went to bed at 7 and tonight asked to go to bed at quarter to 7 haha she must be knackered .... Aw bless her we've been doing the counting sleeps last week she was so excited and when she woke up this morning the first thing she asked was an I going back to school today lets hope they still want to go after a few weeks time fingers crossed

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

I can't wait for my AF to come, never thought I'd say that! Haha. I did a pregnancy test this morning too.. Was advised to do it on 21/9 but I was curious. And it was a BFN! And it made me happy as my af might come sooner than I thought! Weird how a few months ago I'd be heartbroken at a negative, but this time I'm happy.

Aww bless her, school is definitely tiring her out then isn't it. Sounds like she's definitely enjoying it though. It's all new to them though isn't it, making new friends and socialising. But yes, I hope the like for school continues too
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[Natty_babez]

Haha it's crazy isn't it in a way I want mine to arrive and then I know everything is working again but then also wanting my rainbow baby !!

My little girl seems to have made a little friend already which I'm happy about yesterday and today she wouldn't go in school without her they were so cute walking in holding hands made me want to cry ha.

How are you feeling in yourself now Hun ?

Xxx

 

[Kandl123]

Hardest part waiting around isn't it either for af to come or bfp with out rainbow baby.

Aww that's so cute bless them both, least you know she's happy and making friends ., seems like she's really enjoying it.

To be honest, I'm feeling much better in myself now and I think I'm ready to go back to work tomorrow. Ive started eating now too, more than just the one small meal a day I was having anyway.
What about you? Xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

That's fab news Hun take each day at a time I find I have some really good days and then just when I think I'm ok I feel rubbish for a day but I over think things loads which I shouldn't do !! Apart from that though I'm ok just keeping myself busy while little one is enjoying herself at school and taking it little steps at a time .... I have a doctors appt on the 22nd of this month to talk through some things so I'll see how that goes and then think about going back to work again

Xxx

 

[Natty_babez]

How are you feeling Hun ? Xx

 

[Kandl123]

Hello . I'm feeling loads better thankyou.. It's done me a whole lot of good going back to work to be honest. Feeling abit sad today as I would of been my scan day tomorrow . Still waiting for af to turn up, but she's not showing any signs of coming just yet!

How are you? You back st work yet? Xx

 

[Vicky_92]

Hey kandl just saw your post popping up... and was actually just thinking about you. Glad you feeling better and work is easier. I'm the same AF has showed either I'm in the TWW tho xx