Lawhra
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Periods have decided to turn unpredictable!!
I feel at my wits end today. Just want to hide away, don't want my OH near me, have had moments of wanting to cry or scream and shout.
Being told IVF is recommended on Wednesday was enough this week, the last thing I wanted was for AF to mess me about. Going by my recent 28 day cycles I was due Friday (had spotting the Thursday before but full flow Friday). Going by my last cycle (which was out of the ordinary at 30 days) I was due today. So, two possible due days have gone, or are going by. Any day after today af shows will be over 30 days which is sooo frustrating
I just feel like it really is enough that I have pcos, OH has just 2% morphology, we've been trying over 3 years, had loooads of tests, can't afford the IVF we're recommended and now af wants to play games with me. WHY!! Haven't I been through enough??
Sorry but I really needed to vent, i'm so frustrated today and know i'm going to be so upset when af arrives. And to top it off I get really bad period pains so will be a bear with a sore head.
I can't even cry to try and realease the pressure. I have really strangely lost the ability to have a good sob since my amazing Grandma passed away two years ago I need a good cry when af arrives!! I will try my damndest!!
I feel at my wits end today. Just want to hide away, don't want my OH near me, have had moments of wanting to cry or scream and shout.
Being told IVF is recommended on Wednesday was enough this week, the last thing I wanted was for AF to mess me about. Going by my recent 28 day cycles I was due Friday (had spotting the Thursday before but full flow Friday). Going by my last cycle (which was out of the ordinary at 30 days) I was due today. So, two possible due days have gone, or are going by. Any day after today af shows will be over 30 days which is sooo frustrating
I just feel like it really is enough that I have pcos, OH has just 2% morphology, we've been trying over 3 years, had loooads of tests, can't afford the IVF we're recommended and now af wants to play games with me. WHY!! Haven't I been through enough??
Sorry but I really needed to vent, i'm so frustrated today and know i'm going to be so upset when af arrives. And to top it off I get really bad period pains so will be a bear with a sore head.
I can't even cry to try and realease the pressure. I have really strangely lost the ability to have a good sob since my amazing Grandma passed away two years ago I need a good cry when af arrives!! I will try my damndest!!