Too scared to test... can you relate?

[littlethings]

Hi all,

I'm not very good with dates and charting etc... so forgive me if I seem amateurish, or share something not relevant.

I'm posting as I'm just wondering is anyone else too scared to test? As I am, the reason though is I've been there before a few days late, take a test and like my body knows and I start the next day, or even the afternoon. (I know it will happen test or not... just a coincidence).

Before you test there is still hope, a chance... and a BFN, well bursts your bubble. I know people may think well it's better to know, and it is... but i can't seem to bring myself around to do a test, not yet anyway... just going to leave it a little longer.

Reason I'm mentioned testing is I'm 7 days late of my predicated due date.... my cycles vary, so I don't think at this moment it's time to cross those fingers... just a waiting game.

Past cylces have been:

4 - March 15 in progress
1 - Feb 31 days
30 Dec 33 days
21 Nov 39 days
18 Oct 34 days
12 Sept 36 days
12 Aug 31 days
9 July 34 days
2 June 37 days
30 April 33 days
30 March 31 days
28 Feb 32 days

As you can see, my past cycles... have varied.. from 31 to 37, so I wouldn't say I'm regular as clock work.

This is where your mind starts playing trick, with every twinge and headache... "is this a pregnancy symptom?" and "omg I'm pregnant" when in fact you're not, but you just desperately want to be, well thank you body!! lol

Much Love
Claire

 

[Maxie]

Totally agree. Almost as if I wrote your post. Hate bfn. Would rather wait. Bfn bursts the hope,
Having said that, 2 days late so tested.bfn but still no AF.
Grrr
Want AF or bfp.
Not neither!!!

I don't temp either, just usually regular as clock work...

When do you plan to test?