Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[Fizzyfefe]

Oh and to top it off (sorry, I'm on venting roll today) I watch a show called Castle. For a while I was so happy that it was showing signs of one of the characters was starting to have doubts of infertility issues. I was so happy that finally a show is going to shine light on it.

Wtf happens last episode? The Character goes for a SA and when he returns home, the wife says "honey I got some news" the character thinks that's it, he's got low sperm count and what not..turns out they didn't need the test results because she was bfp. Way to effing go, once again infertility shoved under the rug. Shame on you the writers of Castle! I had high hopes yet you portray as a "it will happen when you least expect it" stereotype once again for the millionth time in the media.

Greg's Anatomy had the decency to have Meredith lttc several years...

Yeah, but did you see the last episode where she hadn't felt the baby kick or something, and she made the comment, "It's probably dead"? It was horrible. The whole way that they've portrayed her pregnancy has been terrible.

Can't win, I suppose.

 

[loveforlife]

incense...relaxation music....deep breaths....trying to foucs on my work.... thank god i work from home today cuz i´m just not in the mood for faking smiles...

 

[trying2beamom]

so what i taught was just really bad allergies turns out i need to go to the doctor because i most likely have a sinus infection, double and both ear infection, and strep throat. poop thanks mom for bursting my allergy bubble lol. im just hoping that being sick (first time in a long time) means that this is our month.

there is an app called knocked app. you take a pic with it and it makes you look like 9 months pregnant. i did it and it made me cry. but it was really funny to make all of my husbands friends pregnant.

 

[despttc]

Had one of the worst days ever!

 

[shorty42383]

I just saw on facebook that one of the teenagers that I used to work with is pregnant. She still lives at home, dropped out of school, has only been in a relationship with the guy a couple of months, and has a part time job. it just irritates me that i am not pregnant yet but someone can "accidentally" get pregnant without a problem. It's just frustrating!

 

[HBGirl]

I'm so frustrated with all of a sudden having mid cycle bleeding. With being told by Dr's that there is nothing wrong, be patient. Oh 5 months is nothing. Wait a year then we worry.

I don't WANT to wait a year. I want to be pregnant again. I have lost 2 babies. There must be something wrong!

I'm tired of DH not being phased by my worry and pain. I'm tired of being told to relax by friends.

I'm scared I won't fall pregnant and that I will need fertility treatments. I'm tired of trying to get the SA results from DH only for him to (what I think) exaggerate his "high sperm count". Why can't he just tell me the truth??

I'm in the TWW right now and it is the worst time for me. The thought of AF arriving send me into anxiety and panic.

 

[Boozlebub]

My vent of the day: to the annoying lady at work who is 6 months pregnant STOP complaining all the time, its 2 and a half weeks until my would've been due date and i am not pregnant again yet! I do not want to hear all about how fat you feel and how big you feel.

Dh and i are really feeling the strain with 'date' approaching. Everyone who knows what happened seem like they have forgotten all about it, even our parents, which makes kt even harder. I have only ever seen my dh cry once and that was 2 days ago when it was just 3 weeks till the 'date'. I never in a million years thought it would be this hard, nor that we would not be pregnant again.

Want to crawl under a rock and hibernate for the next few weeks...

 

[tamithomas]

As if the fact that AF is due on Sunday-Monday isn't enough, I just found out our part of Quebec I live in is at the risk of Martial Law. Like seeing military at every corner feeling like a prisoner is what I feel for atm SMH.

 

[AlyCon]

I hate not being able to feel happy for others. It's just so hard to watch every body else get what you want so easily when you're trying so hard.

 

[FireLyte]

Had to go to urgent care last night, and not once did a doctor ask me when my last cycle started or if I was pregnant, or could possibly be pregnant. It made me feel like I have this big sign over my head saying, don't worry about her, she couldn't possibly be pregnant right now. Not only do I feel neglected by the medical professionals I saw, I feel insulted.

 

[tamithomas]

Had to go to urgent care last night, and not once did a doctor ask me when my last cycle started or if I was pregnant, or could possibly be pregnant. It made me feel like I have this big sign over my head saying, don't worry about her, she couldn't possibly be pregnant right now. Not only do I feel neglected by the medical professionals I saw, I feel insulted.

I'm so sorry to hear, hope you're feeling better what was the rush to the ER for?

 

[shorty42383]

I hate not being able to feel happy for others. It's just so hard to watch every body else get what you want so easily when you're trying so hard.

I totally get that! My best friend is trying for her second, she got pregnant on her first try with her first. So I have a feeling that she'll have no problems once again. And I want to be happy for her when she tells me but I am afraid I will be jealous and resentful.

 

[Limm]

The last couple of days I have had headaches, horrible lower back pain and nausea to the point of feeling like I am going to be sick, but I wouldn't be surprised if some of it is just a common thing from having my tooth removed on Tuesday. However, some of the symptoms were happening before Tuesday, but I don't want to build my hopes up.

My tests arrived yesterday so did a HPT and it was BFN. Going to start doing ovulation tests daily now to see if anything is happening. Have given up on taking my vitamins and checking regularly because I haven't seen much point in doing so.

 

[tamithomas]

GL Limm!

 

[jess5377]

I am starting to lose all hope my husband and i have been married 12 yrs and we have been trying ever since.. we have unexplained infertility and have done 4 cycles of iui. I really though this was it but it feels like af is coming yet again

 

[shorty42383]

I am starting to lose all hope my husband and i have been married 12 yrs and we have been trying ever since.. we have unexplained infertility and have done 4 cycles of iui. I really though this was it but it feels like af is coming yet again

So sorry. I hope that it really is your time and you are surprised!

 

[FireLyte]

Had to go to urgent care last night, and not once did a doctor ask me when my last cycle started or if I was pregnant, or could possibly be pregnant. It made me feel like I have this big sign over my head saying, don't worry about her, she couldn't possibly be pregnant right now. Not only do I feel neglected by the medical professionals I saw, I feel insulted.

I'm so sorry to hear, hope you're feeling better what was the rush to the ER for?

I've had a nasty cold all week, but yesterday at work the glands in my throat started swelling up enough where they were beginning to block my airways. I ended up thinking I might have strep throat, but turns out I might have tonsillitis. Won't know until Monday, though.

 

[tamithomas]

Just deleted someone from my facebook today as he posted his gf's bfp stick. Not a big loss anyways, was just someone I had on there for games but still none the less, it counts as another bfp announcement on facebook

 

[Jett55]

Just deleted someone from my facebook today as he posted his gf's bfp stick. Not a big loss anyways, was just someone I had on there for games but still none the less, it counts as another bfp announcement on facebook

Facebook has become my least favorite thing haven't deleted anyone but pretty much want to stay off of it because of all the bfp announcements & prego complainers :/

 

[AJnJJ2008]

The vent forum is just what I need today... Here it goes:

I'm frustrated bc our friends got pregnant NTNP after first month, and we are trying SO hard. I'm frustrated that it's now going into my 8th cycle and that AF came today. I feel like crap. I'm frustrated that our friends use pregnancy a an excuse for everything now and we don't seem to hang out or talk as much. I'm frustrated that I'm 100% normal on all my tests and hve regular cycles but am still not getting pregnant. I'm just so frustrated. Ugh.