TTC #1 Hopeful and Obsessed! lol

[BelleNuit]

Digitals are less sensitive I've heard!

I have my fingers tightly crossed for you Golden!

 

[BelleNuit]

i see it Golden! but lets stay calm for now..lol...test again tomorrow and see!!

Guys i might be out for a few months ..idk..i will consult my doc

TJ I think talking to your doctor is a good idea! With something like that it's much better to be extra safe and cautious about it. I will hope for a happy outcome for you, in whatever form that takes!

 

[GoldenRatio]

TJI agree with Belle, talk to your doc and meanwhile maybe pause ttc. Dont rush, have it later but a healthy baby. It doesnt only ruin ur life, the babys life too. Be cautious plz


Btw im upset that babyc left for mexico without saying bye maybe she got bfp, we dont even know.....

 

[BelleNuit]

Right! I can't wait to hear back from her!! I hope we'll hear some good news!

 

[GoldenRatio]

im feeling like i got zero energy, im also nervous to go home and retest. But i have gym class tonight that i have to attend. Should i go to gym or no? What a dilemma!

 

[BelleNuit]

Exercise helps greatly with emotional regulation, so if (worst case scenario) its negative and you anticipate that you might be extra upset to see a bfn, then exercising beforehand might be a good idea!

 

[GoldenRatio]

I got the same faint lines so not an evap but frer line i can barely see, might be imaginary

 

[BelleNuit]

Definitely see faint lines on those

 

[GoldenRatio]

This made my day! So true ha

 

[OhHappyZ]

I've actually said that haha, except the asshole part. So guilty.

 

[BelleNuit]

That's definitely me, colorful language included haha

 

[BelleNuit]

think I might have O'd yesterday, but will have to see what my temps do the next few days! CD 11 is pretty early for O though and my temp this morning might be wonky because I had a weird night (went to bed at normal time but was up from 1-3 and temped at 6;40). I really hope I O today instead though because then we didn't get many days in if it's any earlier! I had localised cramps on one side yesterday which made me think I might be O'ing. But I've never had Ov cramps before. They didn't last too long, 5-10 minutes

When I inserted a few extra temps FF wants to set O for CD 10 or 11. I don't think CD 10 is accurate though. My cervix was in full show yesterday with ewcm!

I'm a little disappointed with early O because it means I didn't get many BD days in, and I worry my lining might not be thick enough

But not stressing. What will be will be!

 

[GoldenRatio]

I don't think u ovulated at cd11 but even u did, u got plenty of BDing in that window. You don't use opks right? Don't worry about the lining, I seen cd10 ovulation ending p in pregnancy

 

[BelleNuit]

No I quit using OPKs because they pretty reliably went positive CD10-11. CD 12 seems to be the day that I most often O on, so CD 11 wouldn't be unrealistic for me

 

[BelleNuit]

If my temps jump pretty dramatically up to 36.9 for the next few days FF will set O for today. Otherwise it wants to pick CD 10 for O day, which I don't think is right

 

[GoldenRatio]

My test today is twice as dark so hopefully it sticks! DH can see the line too now

 

[BelleNuit]

Found out DH is still smoking weed. I smelled it on him. I had suspected he might still be, but was trying to be hopeful. He says he cut back, that he's trying to quit, but that it's really hard.

I feel like this is the reason why we can't get pregnant. I just feel hopeless now.

 

[GoldenRatio]

Found out DH is still smoking weed. I smelled it on him. I had suspected he might still be, but was trying to be hopeful. He says he cut back, that he's trying to quit, but that it's really hard.

I feel like this is the reason why we can't get pregnant. I just feel hopeless now.

Don't think like that, my DH smoked daily too. I don't think it effects

 

[BelleNuit]

That's great news Golden I'm truly happy for you

 

[BelleNuit]

Found out DH is still smoking weed. I smelled it on him. I had suspected he might still be, but was trying to be hopeful. He says he cut back, that he's trying to quit, but that it's really hard.

I feel like this is the reason why we can't get pregnant. I just feel hopeless now.

Don't think like that, my DH smoked daily too. I don't think it effects

Thanks Golden. You do give me hope and I am really happy about your darker test today. That is so exciting. Will you share a pic with us?