thanks glitter - ya I also think Acupuncture's the way ahead. I have surgery scheduled next week and i planned to go see her again after that anyway. Just to help the healing process and as she put it 'restore the pathways' that have been disrupted/severed through surgery. After that... a few cycles of herbs and acupuncture and then I'll make the decision when/if IUI after that.
Yup, it's time for me to take a page out of Nise's book and carry on my own sweet way. One foot in front of the other, in my time.- I recognise I'm always in danger of running at breakneck speed towards every method, modality, potion and program.
I get you meg - I felt like one of the many poor cows in a herd waiting for the insemination man to prod me through the system! WOW! it made me so angry. It is a business and there was no interest in really listening or approaching the process in an intimate and 'whole-istic' way. I could go on and on about my journey through the repro clinic in the last few months. I tried to explain that my journey needed to be one of grace and ease and I just got "YOU DONT HAVE TIME, you need to do this, this and this now! one after the other in quick successsion (Surgery, lipiodol flush, IUI, IVF, IVF w donor eggs)" I have been hurried along on the phone, out of the office, hurry, hurry, hurry you silly old cow. Oh yeah and don't forget to pay on your way out!
what makes me really upset is that I am paying BIG bucks to go to this RE and private clinic, I mean I'm not even in the public system (not that I would begin to qualify) and the way this whole thing operates is shocking! I honestly don't believe I'm hard to deal with at all! But...they keep giving me the 'hurry up' about everything.
Done raging now.Sorry. Will test on Sunday am. if no AF. cut my prog. cream use down to 1/8 tsp. once a day and will get blood test prior to surgery (wed) if no AF. have a great day everyone.
Sorry about AF nise. Boo her!