hi all,
i'm 43, and mom to dd (6), and ds (19 mths). dd has been tested recently and we find out next week if she has autism spectrum disorder (likely she does), the little one was a preemie, complicated pregnancy, mulitple medical concerns in the first year +, just learned he has a genetic syndrome that explains all the health concerns. am waiting to learn if his dad or i also carry the syndrome.
with all the stress we were not active and not trying, but we've recently become a much happier couple again and now i feel like i might be KU. and i actually really really hope i am. my cycle used to be longish, but the last 3 cycles was about 26 days. with that cycle length i'm now in the final 1ww. i tested yesterday (i am not able to wait ;-) ). BFN.
feeling a bit crampy, and boobs feeling full. but i still breastfeed so that's not that unusual. and last month i started feeling crampy in the last week.
probably not KU. am i a complete idiot to be thinking about it? with 2 special needs kids, maybe i should just give up, but i would so much love to have a big family.