Hi ladies, not been posting for a while, but have followed the chat on this thread nonetheless. Could do with some good vibes as I'm feeling very despondent just now.
After 12 week m/c at the end of last year i had been thrilled that, with the help of my herbalist, my cycle had returned to a 'perfect' 28 days so speedily. Was all set for SMEP again this month along with grapefruit juice, tons of water, opks, preseed for the optimum days but......I started my opks on cd11 to find a very faint line then my chart showed I'd ovulated on cd10. I NEVER ovulate so early, almost always day 13/14 and occasionally day 12, but day 10??? Now feeling so low that we only managed bd on cd8 and 10 and that odds of a good egg, healthy implantation etc are reduced with such early ovulation. I'm now 5dpo. I try so hard to hang on to the fact that I've been pregnant 4 times in my life (only one gorgeous little 2 year old to show for all my efforts though) but time ticks on, I'm going to be 43 this month and I'm guessing I'm not gonna be getting an early birthday present when I'm due to test on March 14th.
We're off on holiday to the sun for a week tomorrow to build some sandcastles so hopefully that will take my mind off how cr*p I'm feeling, I hate feeling this self indulgent and miserable
Trying to pluck up the courage to leave my bbt thermometer at home, but I know I won't manage that!