ttc after a d&c

[lilesMom]

oh jen thank god, i said id log in one more time before goin to bed incase u posted
yey, i have no idea chick, she just said it was a good strong heartbeat, it was lovely to see it flickering away yeah i think its a bit too early to date them properly cos they r so small but it so nice to see it and know its doin alright
maybe il have aboy and u have a girl or vice versa and they can get married later h aha now im really gettin carried away , from not beliving at all to marrying them off xx
im a bit giddy

 

[lilesMom]

thanks bethany posted at the same time again
hurray for new books. i dont under esitimate how nice that can be, if its ones u really like
amy hope ur alright honey, we love u, Feck anyone else xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[lamb27]

hey guys jen that is one of my fave songs but i cant listen to it in public anymore, that and celine dion-fly and another flo and the machine one about being brave r my lile songs so i always bawl if they come on in work i have to leave the room or turn down the radio. hope ur ok today sweetie, xxxxxx sad day for u xxxxxxxxxxx
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bethany if u saw me today u wouldnt say i was pos havin a bad day, i sick at the thought of scan tomor. ive gotten all pesimistic, not my normal way to be and i dont like it ha ha. xxxxxxxx
tell DH beng tired is no reason not to get u new reading material xxx he is bold
ye gettin a van r something to move with? ye have a lot of stuff?

amy hurray coming up to Ov whoop whoop, make a lovely little baby xxxx
saw another huge rainbow yest

angel hurray for ur docs they sound great, takes away confusion xxxxxxxxx

natasha ur cat sounds so cute and i love the pic of ur room on fb, so girlie and cute

lamb how u doin hon, thanks for good wishes today, xxx u too xxxxxx

wannabe where u go, hope ur ok xxxx

horsey hi chica, hope alls well xxx

danni not sure if u stil look cometimes, we miss u xxx

hope i havent missed anyone , my brain is a bit muddled today
love and xxxxxxxxxxxx

im ok thanks..had a bad day emotion wise yest,how are you xxx

 

[lilesMom]

oh lamb sorry honey, me too xxx
hope ur feeling better today, xxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

nt ladies, im tired im gonna head to bed, chat soon xxxxxxxxxx

to all xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Storked]

Night Laura

Lamb, sorry the sadness strikes usually when you think you are on the up and up. We are always here for you

 

[mommylov]

Thanks Hun

Bd tonight and I used the pressed. I'm only using 2ml and it feels like it leaks out if me before I leave the bathroom. Them when we do it, it doesn't feel as wet as it should be. Idk, maybe I'm not inserting it high enough. Between that and no +opk, I don't know what's going on

Hopefully you guys are having a better night!

could u put it in in bed and maybe more stay up there?
or maybe u r wet enough urself and ur body is letting it go cos of that , (no better way to phrase that )
i posted a thread about preseed a while back cos i was gonna get it and all said dont get it if u have enough of ur own lubrication, all it does is lubricate u. ur own cm is a good safe zone for swimmers too (so long as ur cm is noraml which it is since u got bfp before ).
i suppose with regular BD we can all do with CM help maybe xx
best of luck sweetie, ur pos is coming xxxxxxxx

r u ok today, i saw ur fb post? xxxxxxxx
loves ya xxxxxxxxx

Hi girls

Glad the scan went I'm and you the heartbeat Jen!
Laura, doing ok... Been better though. Gnight!
Bethany, hi doll!
Angel, so glad you are having a wonderful time with your sis
Horsey, hi chick!
Hi to anyone else I've missed... So sorry but my mind and nerves are a wreck right now

So regarding my fb post most of you now Im indian and dh is white...long story short, I came home yesterday and our house in on a corner. As I was pulling around another corner I saw this like '99 ford pick with all these guys. Just sitting in the bed and along the edge of it. Looked like they were up to now good... Smoking and drinking and watching all the cars drive by. As I got closer I noticed they had HUGE confederate flags dropped all over it. I didn't know what to think so I didn't pull into my house, I went to the street over and called dh. He was sweet but kept asking me if I was sure of what I saw and what I saw saying. I told him that it took me a min to call him as I let it all process and google some stuff and I know that flag has different meanings for different people but it was clear what they were saying. Called the police and they had someone come patrol by but that took like 15 mins and before that I peaked over and saw they had left already so I pulled into the garage and shut it and went straight upstairs into my room and waited for dh to get home. He came home and had this serious look on his face. He ended saying that he pulled up to our house in the opposite direction and saw them turning onto this dirt road to the community across the way so he followed them. He said that I was right and that didn't look good so we called the police again told them they were back. Dh said that if they come by again, that he is going to get a pic of their license plate and give that to the police. I was shaking and in tears and was just reminded hat racism is still unfortunately very much alive. In the 32 years I have been alive, that was a first for me to witness like that. Sorry, tried to make that a short story lol

 

[xoxo4angel]

Oh Amy! Glad you are ok. What a frightening experience...sorry such a@*holes are still out there! I pray you never see them again...

 

[mommylov]

I was terrified last night. And then a shitty day at work today... Just not in a very good place emotionally right now

 

[xoxo4angel]

Aww Amy One of those moments where I wish we lived closer.

 

[Storked]

Amy, I need to come over there and put the fear of ME into them! I never understand the appeal of the rebel flag- why would anyone proudly wear a flag of losers?
And that is what those guys were: losers.

 

[jen435]

Agree with bethany amy you have every right to get the cops on them. Shame on them. I never in my life saw that and I lived in a stricky white area that other groups of ppl where moving in our area fast. We all got along and I went tl school with many many ethnic groups. Sad they have to exisit. Sweety stay safe and km glad dh saw them too. Many hugs your way. I would love to knock sense in those men. Love ya!

thank u ladies! Still no internet in my house. Dh is angry. Im trying to be happy with my phone internet but its slow. I miss wifi! Work in the am im dreading it... Soooo tired and a ranch house you hear everything. Dh is loud grr. I wanna be stay home mom soooo badly!

 

[mommylov]

Thanks ladies, you are the best. On top of it all, cd18 and still - opk. I did however see a pink line when I pulled the stick out if the digital reader and I remember you mentioning something about that Jen, right?

Any who, kind if hard to focus ATM but things again girls, I love you! I hope you girls have wonderful evenings and hope to talk to you tomorrow. Those guys weren't here today so going to keep my fingers crossed that was a one day trip for them and I can sleep tonight.

 

[horseypants]

Amy, I'm glad you are ok. Stay strong. U did the right thing being cautious. I wish I was there - I'm a Persian girl and oh is white. I know how it is.

 

[horseypants]

And I'd kick their asses lol. Jen yay for good news!!!!!!!

 

[mommylov]

Awww thanks horsey! It was hard for him at first to understand my fear but then he got it. We live in one if the safest towns in co if not the safest... Family, kids, seniors... I'm down the street from an elementary school literally a block away. Guess these people are just everywhere thanks for the kind words!

 

[mommylov]

And I'd kick their asses lol. Jen yay for good news!!!!!!!

Lol you're the best!

 

[Storked]

Jen, sucky! I know how the Internet being gone feels

Amy, sorry about the OPKs honey hopefully those jackasses are gone for good!

Horsey, you are a badass!

 

[Chevcwgirl]

Cycle day 10! Wait to test Saturday can't wait!!

 

[lilesMom]

jesus amy f**king Di**heads. sorry but no proper words for um .
they obvs have only one brain cell between um, xxxxxxx
hon, no wonder ur upset.
i agree with angel ,i wish we were physically there for u, internet hugs arent the same but im sending u lots anyway xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx




if i had the dosh and wasnt afraid to fly at the mo , id be on the first
over to u. xxxxxxxxx

if they had any idea what kind of person u are they would be so sorry to be such a-holes. xxxxx but people like that dont think, they r more like animals than people xxxxxxxxxxx

love u babe, hope u feel better today xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hers some of my fave emoticons to try and cheer u up xxxxxxxxx



GO

We wil sort um out xxxxxxxxxx